Keeping Tabs - NIKI
Lyrics by:Nicole Zefanya
Composed by:Nicole Zefanya
Lose it
失去理智
Ah-ah
You left without sayin' goodbye
你不告而别
Don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry
强忍住泪水 强忍住泪水
I ball a fist and die inside
我攥紧拳头 心如死灰
I wish I didn't but regrettably
我希望我没有历尽坎坷 但结局却令人遗憾
I entirely understand why you did it
但我完全理解你这样做的理由
Take one step forward and two jumps back
向前走一步 然后再后退两步
One hand on the gate of this cul-de-sac
一只手撑着这条死胡同的大门
Some crushed part of me wants to be cornered
即使我们分道扬镳 但我支离破碎的心
Right into it even if we crack
想要孤注一掷 哪怕步入绝境也在所不惜
You left early and you arrived too late
你提前离开 你来得太晚
Just right in time to be a huge mistake
及时出现将会成为巨大的错误
So I wish you well and I wish you far away
所以我祝你好运 我希望你离得越远越好
This was never real I'll say it 'til I believe it
这一切不是真的 我会说个不停 直到我相信为止
I wish I never met you
我希望我从未遇见你
You are the worst thing that
因为一些愚蠢的原因
I'm still keepin' tabs on for some stupid reason
你是我仍会时刻关注的最差劲的人
You were just being nice
你只是待人友善
Now I finally believe you're out
现在我终于相信
There somewhere also keepin' tabs on how I might be feelin'
你也在某个角落里 时刻留意着我心里的感受
For some stupid reason
哪怕只是因为一些愚蠢的理由
I keep on believin'
我一直都相信
You care and you're real until
你在乎我 你付出一片真心
I don't even know you
直到我发现我甚至都不了解你
Drownin' in my own
沉浸在自己的世界里
Sad imagined fantasy of who you could be
伤心不已 想象着你能变成幻想中的样子
The reality is you
现实情况就是你
Unironically love personality tests
由衷地喜欢人格测试
All of the data speak out from using it best
所有数据只会从最佳运用方法的角度给出解析
But it can never work 'cause I'm an Enneatype four Aquarius
但这无济于事 因为我是第四型人格的水瓶座
You say the wrong thing every time you talk
每次你开口 你总是说错话
The red flags wave the alarms sound off
红色旗帜迎风飘扬 警报声响彻云霄
I'm so glad our paths didn't cross
我很高兴 我们的人生之路并无交集
I'm so glad I'll say it 'til I believe it
我很高兴我会说个不停 直到我相信为止
I wish I never met you
我希望我从未遇见你
You are the worst thing that
因为一些愚蠢的原因
I'm still keepin' tabs on for some stupid reason
你是我仍会时刻关注的最差劲的人
You're the same with everyone
你和大家都是一样的
I'm not special no
我并非与众不同
You're not out there
你并不在我身边
Just keepin' tabs on how I might be feelin'
只是时刻留意着我心里的感受
It's all just imagined
这一切只是我的幻想
I keep on believin'
我一直都相信
You care and you miss me too
你在乎我 你也想念我
I need to get over you
我需要将你忘却
Over I need to get over you
忘得一干二净 我需要将你忘却
Yeah