I Miss Your Voice - ArlenaZara
I haven't deleted
your number yet
even though I know I should
I sit in the dark on
the edge of the bed like a broken piece of wood
I scroll to the bottom of my screen
to a message from December
I hold the speaker up to my ear
just because I want to remember
I miss your voice in the middle of the night
telling me everything is alright
but the same sweet words that you said to me
you were whispering to them so easily
it breaks me down
I have no choice
I hate what you did
but I miss your voice
I remember the day that I asked where you been
you didn't blink, you didn't give in
your tone was so steady, your breathing was slow
you lied to my face and I didn't know
you sounded so gentle
you sounded so sure
while you were hiding the truth about her
And I miss your voice in the middle of the night
telling me everything is alright
but the same sweet words that you said to me
you were whispering to them so easily
it breaks me down
I have no choice
I hate what you did
but I miss your voice
How can a sound that made me feel safe
be the same sound that ruined this place
I want to forget how you say my name
I want to wash away all of this shame
but the house is so quiet and the walls are so bare
and I'd give almost anything to hear you there
But I miss your voice in the middle of the night
telling me everything is alright
and the same sweet words that you said to me
you were whispering to them so easily
it breaks me down
I have no choice
I hate what you did
but I miss your voice
I play the message just one more time
I love you, I'm coming home soon
it was such a beautiful lie
I turn the phone off under the moon
I hate what you did
yeah I miss your voice