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点击复制4:44 (Explicit) - Jay-Z
Written by：Shawn Carter/Dion Wilson/Kanan Keeney
Do I find it so hard
我发现这一切如此艰难
When I know in my heart
当我了解自己的内心
I'm letting you down everyday
每一天 我都让你失望透顶
Letting you down everyday
每一天 都让你失望透顶
Why do I keep on running away
为何我要一直奔波不停
Look
看
I apologize often womanize
与众多女孩暧昧不清 我深感抱歉
Took for my child to be born
在我第一个孩子出生之时
See through a woman's eyes
我看到了人们眼中的质疑
Took for these natural twins to believe in miracles
但随着双胞胎的出生 我相信了奇迹
Took me too long for this song
我沉寂了很长时间 才发布这首专辑
I don't deserve you I harass you out in Paris
我配不上你 在Paris专辑发表之时 我公布了和你的关系
Please come back to Rome you make it home
请回到我身旁 只有你在我的心才够完整
We talked for hours when you were on tour
我们曾经无话不谈 你在旅行之中也会和我联系频繁
Please pick up the phone pick up the phone
请接我的电话 接我的电话
Said don't embarrass me instead of be mine
我说不要让我难堪 而不是说做我的唯一
That was my proposal for us to go steady
这是我的建议 让我们确定恋爱关系
That was your 21st birthday you mature faster than me
这是你的21岁生日 你比我成熟老练
I wasn't ready so I apologize
我还没有做好准备 所以我很抱歉
I've seen the innocence leave your eyes
我看到你褪去眼中的稚气
I still mourn this death I apologize for all the stillborns
我仍然为这个逝去的生命感到哀痛 我为所有夭折的生命感到抱歉
'Cause I wasn't pressing your body wouldn't accept it
因为我没有注意到你身体的异样
I apologize to all the woman whom I
我向曾经暧昧不清的女人道歉
Toyed with you emotions because I was emotionless
因为我冷漠无情 玩弄了你们的感情
I apologize 'cause at your best you are love
我很抱歉 因为你们对我付出了全心全意的爱
And because I fall short of what I say I'm all about
因为我没有兑现自己的诺言
Your eyes leave with the soul that your body once housed
我可以得到你的身体 却得不到你的灵魂
And you stare blankly into space
你茫然地凝视着天空
Thinking of all the time you wasted in on all this basic sh*t
一直想着自己白白浪费的感情
So I apologize
所以 我很抱歉
I'm never gonna treat you never gonna treat you like I should
我从未好好对你 我从未做好丈夫的本分
I apologize our love was one for the ages and I contained us
我很抱歉 我们的爱代表着一个时代 我要让我们的感情延续下去
And all this ratchet sh*t and we more expansive now
抛开一切流言蜚语 如今我们的舞台更加广阔
Meant to cry and die alone in these mansions
我们要选择在豪宅里孤独终老
Or sleep with our back turned
还是要互相扶持到老
We're supposed to vacay 'til our backs burn
我们应该外出度假 直到我们的背部被晒伤
We're supposed to laugh 'til our heart stops
我们应该放声大笑 直到我们的心脏停止跳动
And then we end a space with a dark stop
我们可以驱散阴霾 迎来光明
And let love light the way
让我们的爱尽情闪耀
Like the men before me I cut off my nose to spite my face
我重蹈覆辙 为了保住颜面而伤害自己
I never wanted another woman to know
我从未想过另寻新欢
Something about me that you didn't know
除了你 我谁也不想要
I promised I cried I couldn't hold
我向你保证 如果无法拥你入怀 我会痛彻心扉
I suck at love I think I need a do over
我在爱里沦陷 我觉得需要做个了断
I will be emotionally available if I invited you over
如果你陪在我身边 我就会得偿所愿
I stew over what if you over my sh*t
我忧心忡忡 你能否与我感同身受
I'm never gonna treat you never gonna treat you like I should
我从未好好对你 我从未做好丈夫的本分
And if my children knew I don't even know what I would do
如果将来我的孩子知道真相 我甚至不知道该怎么做
If they ain't look at me the same
如果他们也用异样的眼光看待我
I would prolly die with all the shame
我会无地自容
You did what with who
你和谁在一起 干了什么
What good is a ménage à trois when you have a soulmate
当你已经拥有灵魂伴侣 陷入三角纠纷还有什么意义
You risked that for Blue
你在自寻短路
If I wasn't a superhero in your face
如果我不是你心中的超级英雄
My heart breaks for the day I had to explain my mistakes
我必须解释自己的错误 我的心会支离破碎
And the mask goes away and Santa Claus is fake
等到揭掉面具 会发现一切美好都是梦境
And you go online and see
你会在网上明白一切真相
For Blue's tooth the tooth fairy didn't pay
因为牙齿仙子都是虚幻的存在
I'm never gonna treat you like I should
我从未好好对你 我从未做好丈夫的本分