I Just Need Time - ArlenaZara
I tell everyone I'm fine now
Say it like I mean it too
I laugh at all the right moments
Like I don't still think of you
I learned how to keep it together
In ways no one sees
I look strong on the outside
But I'm fragile underneath
I don't fall apart
I just fade
I'm still breaking softly
Not loud enough to hear
No shattered pieces on the floor
Just quiet tears
I hold it all so gently
Like pain might disappear
I'm still breaking softly
But I'm breaking here
Stopped asking all the questions
I already know the truth
You moved on like it was nothing
And I stayed stuck missing you
I don't scream, I don't beg, I don't chase what's gone
I just sit with the echo of where I went wrong
It's the soul that's kind of hurt
That kind of stays
I'm still breaking softly
Not loud enough to hear
No shattered pieces on the floor
Just quiet tears
I hold it all so gently
Like pain might disappear
I'm still breaking softly
But I'm breaking here
If I broke the way they show it
Maybe I'd heal faster too
But my heart just bends in silence
Every time it thinks of you
I don't need saving, I just need time
Some wounds don't bleed, they slowly leak
I'm still breaking softly
But I'm learning how to breathe
Learning how to let the hurt
Pass through me
One day I'll wake up lighter
One day I'll feel free
But tonight
I'm still breaking softly
And that's okay with me
Some healing is quiet
Because the love was deep