Lying in a dark corner
躺在黑暗的角落里
The black candle light is dying out
漆黑的烛光渐渐熄灭
Trying to refuse this suffering
试图拒绝这种痛苦
As coldness burns my pale *****flesh
寒冷让我苍白的肌肤饱受煎熬
I faced my fears a thousand times
我无数次勇敢面对恐惧
Endless doubts life of paranoia
无尽的怀疑偏执的生活
I try to find a way out
我试图找到一条出路
From this state of suicidal urge
摆脱这种自杀的冲动
I watch with empty eyes the blade
我茫然地望着刀刃
As tears begin to fall down my face
泪水从我的脸颊滑落
Another night alone with myself
又是一个独自一人的夜晚
At one with melancholy and depression
忧愁与沮丧融为一体
I bleed because the dark is near
我鲜血淋漓因为黑暗即将降临
I cry as I realize you can' t be here
当我意识到你不可能在我身边时我潸然泪下
I need to caress your skin in the night
我需要在夜里爱抚你的肌肤
But now my only friend remains this knife
但现在我唯一的朋友依然是这把刀
Why must I live with these fears
为何我要活在恐惧中
I know my only tragedy is my mind
我知道我唯一的悲剧就是我的理智
Sometimes I think I'm wasting all the joys
有时候我觉得我在浪费所有的快乐
And with this bitter thought I fear to die
带着痛苦的想法我害怕死亡
I feel so jaded now so far away
我感觉好疲惫现在好遥远
I can't face next morning with this pain
我无法面对痛苦的明天
Another cut lacerates my flesh
又一个伤口撕裂我的肉体
Sometimes I think it will be the last
有时候我觉得这会是最后一次
I'm only trying to objectivate this hate
我只想客观看待这种仇恨
I prove towards myself and life itself
我向自己和生活证明
I only need to watch these fifty wounds
我只需要看着这五十处伤口
I opened upon my body in the night
我在夜里敞开心扉
I only need to stop these sick death thoughts
我只需要停止那些可怕的死亡想法
And cry for joy when you'll be here again
当你再次来到这里时喜极而泣
I'll watch you sleeping *****at my side
我会看着你在我身边酣然入睡
I'll kiss you and this blood will stop to flow
我会亲吻你鲜血会停止流淌
Everyone can kill himself one day
Life brings pain and suffering on our way
Cut your wrists it's simpler than it seems
But in death you'll know
Disheartenment wins
气馁胜