Rather be distant
Rather go missing
Times I tried to open up y’all wouldn’t listen
I need a shoulder to lean on yall wasn’t giving
Times I felt yall didnt care if I was living
Nawww nawww
I rather die I rather die what I was feeling
Suicide suicide what I was dealing
Kept my head on my shoulder and I moved on
For the sake of my children I gotta stay strong
World is wicked
Seem like the devils winning
Demons all around
While my life sinking
Betrayed by my loved ones
I couldn’t believe it
Open up my eyes
For what my heart needing
On my knees
Pray to my Lord
For my heart heal for me
Closed my eyes
Tears run down
Feel him close to me
I may go through
Tough times
But no more it won’t break me
No more no more oh
Rather be distant
Rather go missing
Times I tried to open up y’all wouldn’t listen
I need a shoulder to lean on yall wasn’t giving
Times I felt yall didnt care if I was living
Nawww nawww
I rather die I rather die what I was feeling
Suicide suicide what I was dealing
Kept my head on my shoulder and I moved on
For the sake of my children I gotta stay strong
Rather be distant
Rather go missing
Times I tried to open up y’all wouldn’t listen
I need a shoulder to lean on yall wasn’t giving
Times I felt yall didnt care if I was living
I rather die I rather die what I was feeling
Suicide suicide what I was dealing
Kept my head on my shoulder and I moved on
For the sake of my children I gotta stay strong