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我是青年导演杨逸晨
今天带来的是现代云女性主义先锋作家维吉尼亚
沃尔夫收录在其小说集auntedtells中的短篇小说ahuntertelth
关于生命
空间
时间与横跨万物的爱选择
这篇不太知名的小说是因为他启发了在二零一七年由davidlarry导演的a二十四电影agirlstory鬼魅浮生
这部电影对我而言意义非凡
每次在远方想起故乡
亲人与爱人
都会去重温它
电影开头也引用了这篇故事的前言
whateverhouryouwalkduringthedoorshutting
每当你醒来
不管几点钟
都有一扇门会关上
ahuntedhousevirginiawolf
whateverhouryouwoke
therewasadoorshuttingfromroomtoroom
theywenthandinhand
liftinghereopeningtheremakingsureagostlycouple
hereweleftit
shesaidandheadded
oh
butheretooitsupstairs
shemurmeouredandinagarden
hewhisperedquietlytheysaidorwishiwakethem
butitwasntthatyouwokeus
oh no
theyrelookingforit
theyredrainthecurden
whatmysayandsoreading
onapageortwo
nottheyfoundit
onewouldbecertainstopinthepencil
onthemargin
andthentiredofreading
whenmightriseandseeferoneself
thehouseorempty
thedoorstandingopen
onlythewoodpigeonsbubblingwithcontentandthehumofthethreshingmachinesoundingfromthefarm
whatdidicomeinhereforwhatdidiwanttofindmyhandsoremptyperhapsisupstairs
tedtheappleswereintheleftandsodownagainthegardenstillhasever
onlythebookhasslippedintothegrass
buttheyhadfoundedinthedrawingroom
notthatonecouldeverseethem
thewindowpainsreflectedapples
reflectedroses
alltheleavesweregreenintheclass
iftheymovedinthedrawingroom
theappleonlyturneditsyellowside
yetthemomentafter
ifthedoorwasopen
spreadaboutthefloor
uponuponthewalls
pendentfromtheceiling
whatmyhandswereempty
theshadowofathrushcrossedthecarpetfromthedeepestwhalesofsilence
thewoodpigeonsdrewitsbubbleofsound
safe
safesafe
thepollsofthehousebeat
softlythe
thetreasuredburiedtheroom
thepoststoppedshort
oh
wasthatthebirirlytreasureamomentlater
thelighthasfadedoutinthegarden
thenthetreespononddarknessforawonderingbeamofsun
sofinesorare
coolessunkanethesurface
thebeamisawalwaysburnedbehindtheglass
deathwastheglass
deathwasbetweenuscomingtothewoman
firsthundredsofyearsago
leavingthehouse
ceilingallthewindows
theroomsweredarkened
heleftinlefther
whennorth
wheneast
sawthestarsturnedinasouthernsky
sawthehousefounditdropbeneaththedowns
safesafesafe
thepulseofthehousebeat
gladlythetreasureyours
thewindrollsuptheavenue
treesstopandbentthiswayinthatmoon
beamsplashandspellwildlyintherain
butthebeamofthelambfallstraightfromthewindow
thecanddleburnsstiffandstillwandderingthroughthehouseopeningthewindows
whisperynottowakeus
thecoastcouplesktheirjoyyrereslept
shesays
andheaddskisseswithoutnumberwakinginthemorning
silverbetweenthetreesupstairsinthegarden
whensummercameinwintersnowtime
thedoorsgoshuttingfarinadistance
gentlyknockinglikethepulsofaheart
neartheycomeseizeatadoorway
thewindfalls
therainslide
silverdowntheclass
oureyesdarkin
wehearnostepsbesideus
weseennoladyspreadherghost
lyercloakhishandsshowedthelanternlookhebreathsounddedasleep
loveupontheirlipsstooping
holdingtheirsevererelampabouslongtheylook
anddeeplylongtheypausethewinddridristraightlytheflamestoops
slightlywildbeamsofmoonlight
crossbothfloorandwall
ameetingstainedthefaces
bentthefaceisponderingthefaces
thatsearchthesleepersandseektheirhiddenenjoysafesafesafetheheartofthehousebeatsproudlylongyears
hesaysagainyoufoundme
hereshemurmoussleepinginthegarden
readinglaughingrollingapplesintheloft
hereweleftourtreasuredstupingtheirlightlivesthelidsuponmyeyes
safesafesafe
thepulseofthehousespeedswildlywakingacry
ohisthis
yourperiirdtreasurethelightintheheart