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我是青年导演杨逸晨

今天带来的是现代云女性主义先锋作家维吉尼亚

沃尔夫收录在其小说集auntedtells中的短篇小说ahuntertelth

关于生命

空间

时间与横跨万物的爱选择

这篇不太知名的小说是因为他启发了在二零一七年由davidlarry导演的a二十四电影agirlstory鬼魅浮生

这部电影对我而言意义非凡

每次在远方想起故乡

亲人与爱人

都会去重温它

电影开头也引用了这篇故事的前言

whateverhouryouwalkduringthedoorshutting

每当你醒来

不管几点钟

都有一扇门会关上

ahuntedhousevirginiawolf

whateverhouryouwoke

therewasadoorshuttingfromroomtoroom

theywenthandinhand

liftinghereopeningtheremakingsureagostlycouple

hereweleftit

shesaidandheadded

oh

butheretooitsupstairs

shemurmeouredandinagarden

hewhisperedquietlytheysaidorwishiwakethem

butitwasntthatyouwokeus

oh no

theyrelookingforit

theyredrainthecurden

whatmysayandsoreading

onapageortwo

nottheyfoundit

onewouldbecertainstopinthepencil

onthemargin

andthentiredofreading

whenmightriseandseeferoneself

thehouseorempty

thedoorstandingopen

onlythewoodpigeonsbubblingwithcontentandthehumofthethreshingmachinesoundingfromthefarm

whatdidicomeinhereforwhatdidiwanttofindmyhandsoremptyperhapsisupstairs

tedtheappleswereintheleftandsodownagainthegardenstillhasever

onlythebookhasslippedintothegrass

buttheyhadfoundedinthedrawingroom

notthatonecouldeverseethem

thewindowpainsreflectedapples

reflectedroses

alltheleavesweregreenintheclass

iftheymovedinthedrawingroom

theappleonlyturneditsyellowside

yetthemomentafter

ifthedoorwasopen

spreadaboutthefloor

uponuponthewalls

pendentfromtheceiling

whatmyhandswereempty

theshadowofathrushcrossedthecarpetfromthedeepestwhalesofsilence

thewoodpigeonsdrewitsbubbleofsound

safe

safesafe

thepollsofthehousebeat

softlythe

thetreasuredburiedtheroom

thepoststoppedshort

oh

wasthatthebirirlytreasureamomentlater

thelighthasfadedoutinthegarden

thenthetreespononddarknessforawonderingbeamofsun

sofinesorare

coolessunkanethesurface

thebeamisawalwaysburnedbehindtheglass

deathwastheglass

deathwasbetweenuscomingtothewoman

firsthundredsofyearsago

leavingthehouse

ceilingallthewindows

theroomsweredarkened

heleftinlefther

whennorth

wheneast

sawthestarsturnedinasouthernsky

sawthehousefounditdropbeneaththedowns

safesafesafe

thepulseofthehousebeat

gladlythetreasureyours

thewindrollsuptheavenue

treesstopandbentthiswayinthatmoon

beamsplashandspellwildlyintherain

butthebeamofthelambfallstraightfromthewindow

thecanddleburnsstiffandstillwandderingthroughthehouseopeningthewindows

whisperynottowakeus

thecoastcouplesktheirjoyyrereslept

shesays

andheaddskisseswithoutnumberwakinginthemorning

silverbetweenthetreesupstairsinthegarden

whensummercameinwintersnowtime

thedoorsgoshuttingfarinadistance

gentlyknockinglikethepulsofaheart

neartheycomeseizeatadoorway

thewindfalls

therainslide

silverdowntheclass

oureyesdarkin

wehearnostepsbesideus

weseennoladyspreadherghost

lyercloakhishandsshowedthelanternlookhebreathsounddedasleep

loveupontheirlipsstooping

holdingtheirsevererelampabouslongtheylook

anddeeplylongtheypausethewinddridristraightlytheflamestoops

slightlywildbeamsofmoonlight

crossbothfloorandwall

ameetingstainedthefaces

bentthefaceisponderingthefaces

thatsearchthesleepersandseektheirhiddenenjoysafesafesafetheheartofthehousebeatsproudlylongyears

hesaysagainyoufoundme

hereshemurmoussleepinginthegarden

readinglaughingrollingapplesintheloft

hereweleftourtreasuredstupingtheirlightlivesthelidsuponmyeyes

safesafesafe

thepulseofthehousespeedswildlywakingacry

ohisthis

yourperiirdtreasurethelightintheheart