when the hospital was my home - Powfu/Rxseboy
Lyrics by:Isaiah Faber/Thomas Michel/Anthony Tubbs
Composed by:Isaiah Faber/Thomas Michel/Anthony Tubbs
Powfu:
Feel the wind blow I can hear it in my left ear
呼呼风声 从我左耳边掠过
Sounds like when you whispered to me but you're not around here
感觉就像你对我说悄悄话 只是你并不在这里
Life is slow sleepin' twelve hours a day ayy
日子过得很慢 一天睡十二个小时
Since I had my surgery it's never been the same
自从我做了手术 一切都变了
I'm sick and it sucks and my friends barely visit
我生病了 很难受 朋友很少来看我
Every week that goes by end up feelin' more distant
每过去一个星期 我和他们的距离就愈加疏远
Cried so many times tryna chip away my fear
哭过好多次 想要驱散我的恐惧
Prayin' when I'm sad thinkin' of our younger years
悲伤时 我就祷告 想起我们青春年少的岁月
First night that you kissed me cuddle watchin' Disney
那一夜你亲吻了我 我们相拥着观看迪士尼动画片
Now I wait at night for a text that you miss me
如今我在夜里 等待你发来短信 说你想念我
Every second is a blessing when you're standing at my side
当你在我身边时 每一秒钟都幸福无比
We didn't see this coming it's okay to say goodbye
我们没有料到会这样 说再见也没关系
It's okay to say goodbye
说再见也没关系
But I hate saying goodbyes
但我讨厌说再见
Would you stay here longer
你能否在这里多待一会儿
Sorry I'm not stronger
对不起 我并没有更强大
Speak to me with honesty it's harder than we thought it'd be
和我实话实说 这比我们想象的更加艰难
Tell it to me straight ayy I don't want no "probably"s
和我直说吧 我不想听你说“可能”这两个字
Tell me when you're tired 'cause I'm gettin' tired too
当你疲惫时 告诉我 因为我也越来越疲惫
The rain is feelin' heavy and the sky isn't so blue
雨越下越大 天空不再蔚蓝
Pills for my breakfast promisin' they'll heal me
一大早就吃药 他们保证会治好我
Hanging out with doctors and starin' at the ceiling
身边都是医生 我凝望着天花板
My favorite days are Mondays when you come and see me
我最爱的日子是周一 那时候你会来看我
Wish you would stay longer but I know it's not easy
希望你能多待一会儿 但我知道这不容易
Yeah I was excited for that concert
那场音乐会让我很激动
Tell me all about it did they sign your new Converse
给我讲一讲 他们有没有在你新买的匡威上签名
I don't wanna let go when we hug
当我们拥抱时 我不想放手
One thing worse than dying is losing who you love
比死亡更可怕的是失去你爱的人
Powfu/Rxseboy:
It's okay to say goodbye
说再见也没关系
But I hate saying goodbyes
但我讨厌说再见
Would you stay here longer
你能否在这里多待一会儿
Sorry I'm not stronger
对不起 我并没有更强大
Noticed all the pain you had to deal with
我知道你要面对多少痛苦
Was sick of all the doctors lyin' sayin' that you'd heal quick
厌烦了这些医生 总是撒谎说你会很快痊愈
It's been a couple days since you left us in that hearse
从你睡在灵柩中离我们而去 已经好几天了
Your girl just called me
你的女朋友给我打了电话
Said she's pregnant and that would've been my first
说她怀孕了 而这个消息本来应该是我先知道的
So shocked when she told me
她告诉我的时候 我好震惊
Why didn't she tell you
为何她没有告诉你
She thought you'd leave the world thinkin' your promises have fell through
她担心你离开这个世界的时候 想到自己的承诺落空 会心有不甘
You always talked about her you were ready for a son
你总是说起她 你都准备好要个儿子了
For a son
要个儿子
Now you'll be watchin' over him free of pain
现在你会在天堂守望者他 不再痛苦
Hope that one day he'll look up and feel your love
希望有一天 他抬头看时 能感受到你的爱
Look up and feel my love
抬起头来 感受到我的爱
Powfu:
When I get to heaven I will wait for you
当我去了天堂 我会等待你
Sorry for the things that I put you through
对不起 让你经历了那么多痛苦
You had to watch me flatline wishin' that we had time
你不得不看着我死去 希望我们能多点时间相处