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点击复制I’m just tryna push for the better
And get my feelings out the dirt
I'm in so much pain
But I can not handle all this hurt
So I cut some people off
Cause they was fuckin’ with my mental
Then I start rappin’ bout the shit up on an instrumental
Homicidal thoughts flowin’ through my brain
They gettin’ detrimental
But it’s cause people been fuckin’ with me too much
This shit ain’t coincidental
Bout to cop a red face watch
And it’s an iced out presidential
Gettin’ mixed feelings from life
It’s makin’ me temperamental
Writing different shit just to show I’m versatile
But I feel like I haven’t written a hot verse in a while
But everyone in my ear talking bout how good I’m doing
But I am my biggest critique so I keep on fucking booing
Thinkin’ bout taking a break from making music
But I know it’s not a good idea
Because this shit is therapeutic
And I know I talk about quitting a lot
But this is how I’m really feeling
No one knows all of the shit that I been dealing
With so I keep on pushing
I gotta put on a smile
And keep from lookin down
Ain’t been happy in a while
But I look up to keep my crown
Thoughts in my head are getting heavy
So I rap to get ‘em out
And I got anger issues
So I don't mean every word that comes out my mouth
I gotta put on a smile
And keep from lookin down
Ain’t been happy in a while
But I look up to keep my crown
Thoughts in my head are getting heavy
So I rap to get ‘em out
And I got anger issues
So I don't mean every word that comes out my mouth
I just store the pain away in a file
And keep on letting this shit pile
Until I finally blow
Then maybe it’ll show
But until then nobody will know
I don’t really express my feelings although
I know I should cause that’s what makes me how I am
But imma keep on keepin’ to myself
Cause no one really gives a damn
I’m tired of getting yelled at by my fam
For being who I am
But every time they pop they shit
I let em know that I’m a grown ass man
And if I hear someone talkin shit
I let ‘em know I did it without a hand
And honestly none of this shit was planned
I didn’t think growin’ up that I would actually be a rapper
The dudes in the drumline back home would call me Casper
Then they shortened it to Cas
And that is how I got Ka$h
So there's a little blast to the past
Oh how I miss the simple times
Before my life went in decline
Now I got too much shit that’s on my mind
Thinking about how to keep my life
Thinking about what I’m going to say next behind the mic
I gotta put on a smile
And keep from lookin’ down
Ain’t been happy in a while
But I look up to keep my crown
Thoughts in my head are getting heavy
So I rap to get ‘em out
And I got anger issues
So I don’t mean every word that comes out my mouth
I gotta put on a smile
And keep from lookin’ down
Ain’t been happy in a while
But I look up to keep my crown
Thoughts in my head are getting heavy
So I rap to get ‘em out
And I got anger issues
So I don’t mean every word that comes out my mouth
My mind has been filled with doubt
About if ill really make it
But then I look at other rappers
And see all the time it has taken
Them to get where they are
Blowin’ up in rapping is hard
Because there's so much damn competition
And you gain a lot of oppositions
But here is my proposition
If you don't like me then don’t listen
I’m not forcing anyone to keep tabs on me
But I’m still getting calls from some old homies
I said it on the last song that I’m done with dissin’
So don't keep on callin’ my phone
Unless you wanna go missin’
Maybe pop a bottle and keep on sippin’
Got these diamonds on me so I can keep on chillin’
You pull yours out
I pull mine out
Y'all ain’t really killin’
Y’all ain’t really villians
I’m chillin like a villian on some penicillin
Smokin’ tree is something that helps with the healin’
If 12 gets behind me then the tires gonna be squeelin’
I’m gonna be pealin'
I get what I want by any means that don't mean I'm stealin'
I gotta put on a smile
And keep from lookin’ down
Ain’t been happy in a while
But I look up to keep my crown
Thoughts in my head are getting heavy
So I rap to get ‘em out
And I got anger issues
So I don’t mean every word that comes out my mouth
I gotta put on a smile
And keep from lookin’ down
Ain’t been happy in a while
But I look up to keep my crown
Thoughts in my head are getting heavy
So I rap to get ‘em out
And I got anger issues
So I don’t mean every word that comes out my mouth
Man I been popping my shit recently
Life's been good
On My Shit
You know how it goes
It's up