I Don't Miss You - ArlenaZara
Lyrics by:Alyna Sophy
Composed by:Alyna Sophy
Produced by:ArlenaZara
I don't miss you not really
I miss the girl I was when I was yours
I found an old photo from that summer
The one we were laughing on the hood of your car
I barely recognize us anymore
Two kids who didn't know how hard it gets
I remember the way you'd look at me
Like I was the only thing that made sense
Now I look at that girl in the photograph
And I feel a kind of tenderness
Not because I want you back
But because she deserved better
Not because I'm still in love
But because I finally understand her
Sometimes I miss the way we were
Before we knew what we'd become
When love was just a four-letter word
And we hadn't learned to come undone
Sometimes I wonder if you think of me
The way I think of you sometimes
Not with anger not with longing
Just with peace and passing time
I heard you got married last spring
I hope she makes you laugh the way I did
I hope you learn to say you're sorry
I hope you learn to let someone in
I'm not the same girl you left behind
I grew up I grew out I grew through
But sometimes in the quiet moments
I still remember the best parts of you
Not because I want you know
But because we wants one real
Not because I go back
But because I know how to feel
Sometimes I miss the way we were
Before we knew what we'd become
When love was just a four-letter word
And we hadn't learned to come undone
Sometimes I wonder if you think of me
The way I think of you sometimes
Not with anger not with longing
Just with peace and passing time
I used to wish we had a different ending
Now I'm grateful for the one we got
Because if we hadn't broken when we did
We'd never know what we're not
I'm not sad I'm not angry
I'm just older and I see
That some people come to teach you
And some are just a memory
I hope you're happy I really mean that
I hope the left you build
This the one you dream of and
I hope somewhere in the quite of your heart
You remember me without the pain without the scar
Sometimes I miss the way we were
The way we laugh the way we were young
When love was just a four-letter word
And we hadn't learned to come undone
Now I think of you with gratitude
For the lessons and the life
For the version of myself I found after
We said goodbye
I don't miss you not really
I miss the girl I was when I was yours
And I'm glad she's still somewhere inside
Wiser now but still kind