Rest in peace the old me
And rest in peace the old you
I just wanna live
And that starts with forgetting you
Rest in peace the new me
Rest in peace the old you
You can never forget
The love I bestowed upon you
Rest in peace the old us
And welcoming the new us
While you off with your man
Im alone in this dungeon
(in this dungeon)
Toxic and worthless
You betray love I give
Toxic and worthless
Im tryna see if I live
Sober but im sleeping high
Alive wanting suicide
Felt like we met years ago
To me you a ride or die
Feel like I will fucking die
Ever since you left my side
Hearts been jumping to and fro
Worst moments of my life
And I dont wanna
See myself right now
And I dont wanna
Think about you now
But i'll do it anyways
To expose my pain
You can see the gears turning
In my brain
Shut them down
Turn around
Dont look back
In the crowd
Escape my mind
Escape my past
I dont wanna see you anymore
Fuck
Board the plane I feel the turbulence
All the weight on my shoulders
Its heavy and
Im tryna find myself
I can never find myself
I hope to find myself
Before September ends
And if I cant
Im worthless
Look at the surface
Drown in a puddle
My face in the dirt and
I died
Toxic and worthless
Yeah
Write it on my gravestone