The Town Inside Me - AISHA
The town inside me
我内心深处的城池
And everyone's voice
与城中众人的喧声
Only I'm not there
唯独我的身影 消失无踪
Just watching from afar
只是从远方 静静旁观
I can't go home
我无法踏上归途
Because I'm afraid
只因我惶恐不安
Something will change
害怕某些事物会悄然改变
Me without me
那个不再是我的“我”
I'm the one to blame
而这一切 都该归咎于我
I've moved on by my own will
我曾凭自己的意志前行
I had nothing else I wanted to do
只因别无他事 令我渴望
It wasn't hard but I didn't hate it
算不上艰辛 但也无关痛痒
I did not even like it
甚至 也谈不上喜欢
I've been patient but it was bearable
我一直苦苦忍耐 所幸尚能承受
I've had a gray haze for a long time though
尽管漫长的时光 早已被灰霾浸透
Boom boom
I never found out what it was I
我始终未能辨明 那究竟是何物
It's my stress that's for sure
但那无疑 是我灵魂的重压
I never wanted to run away
我从未心生逃念
I was very motivated
我曾怀抱满腔热忱
Then what is this feeling
那此刻这份情感 又该如何名状
Who would I ask
而我 又能向谁发问
I've been patient but it was bearable
我一直苦苦忍耐 所幸尚能承受
I've had a gray haze for a long time though
尽管漫长的时光 早已被灰霾浸透
Boom boom
I never found out what it was I
我始终未能辨明 那究竟是何物
Tastes like vegetables I don't like
滋味 犹如我厌恶的蔬菜
The town inside me
我内心深处的城池
And everyone's voice
与城中众人的喧声
Only I'm not there
唯独我的身影 消失无踪
Just watching from afar
只是从远方 静静旁观
I can't go home
我无法踏上归途
Because I'm afraid
只因我惶恐不安
Something will change
害怕某些事物会悄然改变
Me without me
那个不再是我的“我”
I'm the one to blame
而这一切 都该归咎于我
I'm not waiting for Santa Claus
我不再等待圣诞老人的馈赠
I already have the gifts just can't open the box
礼物早已在手 只是打不开那礼盒
The box
那礼盒
I know all about it no one can stop it
我洞悉其中一切 无人能够阻止
Unless I just had to do something 'bout it
除非 我必须亲手去将其打破
It's not even a case
而这 甚至算不上是一个困境
I've been patient but it was bearable
我一直苦苦忍耐 所幸尚能承受
I've had a gray haze for a long time though
尽管漫长的时光 早已被灰霾浸透
Boom boom
I never found out what it was I
我始终未能辨明 那究竟是何物
I hate the alarm clock I chose
我憎恨 自己挑选的闹钟
The town inside me
我内心深处的城池
And everyone's voice
与城中众人的喧声
Only I'm not there
唯独我的身影 消失无踪
Just watching from afar
只是从远方 静静旁观
I can't go home
我无法踏上归途
Because I'm afraid
只因我惶恐不安
Something will change
害怕某些事物会悄然改变
Me without me
那个不再是我的“我”
I'm the one to blame
而这一切 都该归咎于我
I'm out of patience my body is light
耐心已消耗殆尽 我的身体变得轻盈
Let's paint the gray haze into sky blue
让我们 将这灰霾粉刷成明亮的天蓝
I know who you are
我已知晓你是谁
I'm not leaving you again
我绝不会 再次将你遗弃
The town inside me
我内心深处的城池
And everyone's voice
与城中众人的喧声
Only I'm not there
唯独我的身影 消失无踪
Just watching from afar
只是从远方 静静旁观
There is no where to go that nowhere to go
无处可去 本身也是一种归宿
It's all just food y'know
你要知道 一切都不过是食粮
Me without me I'm the one to blame
那个不再是我的“我” 罪责在我
The night falls the place where I belong
夜幕降临 我终将回归我的应许之地
No matter what changes will no longer change me
任凭万物变迁 再也无法将我动摇
No matter what change no no no won't change me
任凭万物变迁 不 不 不 绝不会将我动摇
I can feel the light even after the sun goes down
即便夕阳沉落 我依然能感知到光芒