Social Stamina - ROSIE/Rosaileen Scher
Composed by:Rosaileen Scher
I lost touch with all my friends
我不再联系我的朋友们
I'm in bed by ten PM I have no social stamina
晚上十点我已躺在床上 丧失社交能力
I cancel on all my plans I commit then I don't answer
取消我的所有计划 起初答应下来但我没有履行
I can't keep up with anyone
我跟不上所有人的步伐
Now I'm a desert island I know
我知道这一刻的我就如一座荒岛
I push away until I'm alone
推开周围的人与事 直到自己孑然一身
When did I become someone no one loves
我从何时变成令人讨厌的人
I'm a broken record it shows
我就如一张破旧的唱片
All I ever say is "no"
从我口中说出的话都是拒绝的话
When did I become someone I don't love
我从何时变成了我讨厌的人
Now I don't know I don't know who I am
此刻我已认不清我自己
How did I turn into a person who I can't stand
我是如何变成一个令我感到难以忍受的人
How did I let it get this bad
我是如何让事情发展到这般田地
Now I can't go back now I'm all I have
现在我已无法回头 我只有我自己
And I don't know I don't know who I am
我已找不到自己的定位
And I don't know I don't know who I am
我已找不到自己的定位
Trigger warnings in my mind
我的脑海不断拉响警报
I'm so vulnerable at night so I watch romantic comedies
深夜时分 我是如此脆弱 所以我会看浪漫喜剧片
But happy couples make me cry
但幸福的情侣不禁让我哭泣
I can't find someone in real life
在现实生活中我的伴侣难寻
Always feel like something's wrong with me
总是感觉自己有哪里不对劲
Now I'm a desert island I know
我知道这一刻的我就如一座荒岛
I push away until I'm alone
推开周围的人与事 直到自己孑然一身
When did I become someone no one loves
我从何时变成令人讨厌的人
Now I don't know I don't know who I am
此刻我已认不清我自己
How did I turn into a person who I can't stand
我是如何变成一个令我感到难以忍受的人
How did I let it get this bad
我是如何让事情发展到这般田地
Now I can't go back now I'm all I have
现在我已无法回头 我只有我自己
And I don't know I don't know who I am
我已找不到自己的定位
And I don't know I don't know who I am
我已找不到自己的定位
Now I don't know I don't know who I am
此刻我已认不清我自己
And I don't know I don't know who I am
我已找不到自己的定位
Now I don't know I don't know who I am
此刻我已认不清我自己
And I don't know I don't know who I am
我已找不到自己的定位