I wake up, but I don’t feel alive,
Just another day trying to survive.
Mirror shows a stranger staring back,
Another crack, another fade to black.
Voices in my head won’t let me go,
Telling me I’m better off alone.
Numb to the weight of the world outside,
Drowning, but I swear I’m dry.
I’m falling through, no way to land,
Slipping like the hourglass sand.
Screaming but there’s no sound left,
Empty hands and a heavy chest.
I’m here, but I’m not really there,
Fading fast and no one cares.
Pills on the table, thoughts in my mind,
Running in circles, losing the time.
Everyone says it’s just a phase,
But the rain don’t stop, and the colors fade.
Shadows keep on pulling me inside,
Whispers say there’s nowhere left to hide.
I try to fight, but the war won’t end,
Tired of losing to myself again.
I’m falling through, no way to land,
Slipping like the hourglass sand.
Screaming but there’s no sound left,
Empty hands and a heavy chest.
I’m here, but I’m not really there,
Fading fast and no one cares.
If I go, would you even know?
Would you chase me down or let me go?
I’m scared to stay, afraid to leave,
Stuck in the dark, too tired to breathe.
I’m falling through…
No way to land…
Falling through…
Would you understand?