nature (Explicit) - sad alex
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F**k me I'm a tidal wave 'bout to make
我就像一股即将摧毁城市的巨浪
The city fall down
让一切崩塌
I'm clean 'til I'm pretty wasted
我清醒着直到彻底迷失
'Cause you're getting wasted
因为你也在迷失
'Cause you're like that now
因为你如今就是这样
I'm not sure anymore
我不再确定
If I can make you turn around open doors
是否还能让你转身打开心门
'Cause I don't like me when I'm acting out
因为我不喜欢自己失控的样子
Living like a civil war
活在如内战般的矛盾中
But I want what I can't I can't help myself
但我渴望那些无法拥有的东西 我无法自拔
I'm selfish in love I love you too much
在爱中我自私 我太爱你了
I'm f**king this up
我正在搞砸这一切
But I can't hold it in
但我无法压抑
So I say it out loud it's loud in my head
所以我大声说出来 它在我脑海中回响
My head's ringing out I wanna be dead
我的脑袋嗡嗡作响 我想死去
But I can't do it
但我做不到
No I can't change a thing
我无法改变任何事情
It's just my nature I guess
我想这就是我的本性
Like I wanna make sure that you hate me again
就像我想要确保你再次恨我
And I'm not gonna fix it or pretend
我不会去修复或假装
When it's just my nature
因为这就是我的本性
Sideways like a sheet of rain
像倾斜的雨幕
Maybe I should straighten my mind
也许我应该理清我的思绪
Do things for the thrill of it
为了一时的刺激而行事
Take a pill of it just to see if it works
吞下一颗药 只为了试探它是否有效
This time
这一次
I'm not sure anymore
我不再确定
If I can keep holding up what I forged up about me
是否还能继续支撑我为自己构建的形象
Train wreck I still got it bad
一场灾难 我依然深陷其中
Hating that you made me like that
恨你让我变成这样
But I want what I can I can't help myself
但我渴望我无法控制的东西
I'm selfish in love I love you too much
在爱中我自私 我太爱你了
I'm f**king this up
我正在搞砸这一切
But I can't hold it in
但我无法压抑
'Cause it's loud in my head I say it out loud
因为脑海中的声音太吵闹 我大声说出来
It's all ringing out I wanna be proud
所有声音都在回荡 我想要为自己感到骄傲
But I can't do it yeah I can't change a thing
但我做不到 是的 我无法改变任何事
It's just my nature again
这只是我的本性再次显现
Like I wanna make sure that you hate me I guess
就像我想确认你讨厌我一样
And I'm not gonna fix it or pretend
我不会去修复或假装
When it's just my nature no
这就是我的本性 不
Yeah it's just my nature no
是的 这就是我的本性 不
So I do it again I'm playing it up
所以我又一次重蹈覆辙 自导自演
And hating myself for letting me down
并痛恨自己让自己失望
Yeah how am I weaker than everyone else
是的 我为何比所有人都软弱
Telling me what's really in love
告诉我什么才是真正的爱
'Cause you're f**king not and I can't get over it
因为你根本不懂 而我无法释怀
Taking the hit I'm losing myself
承受着打击 我迷失了自我
But still holding on 'cause funny enough
但我依然紧握不放 因为可笑的是
You're all that I know that I want
你是我唯一知道我想要的一切
It's all that I know
这是我唯一知道的
It's just my nature
这只是我的本性
I wanna make sure that you hate me again
我想确保你再次恨我
And I'm not gonna fix it or pretend
我不会去修复或假装