I try too hard at everything I do
我总是全力以赴
Im sure its sad to watch me make me pretend Im normal too
看我努力装作合群,你一定也很难过
Dont leave me here
别把我留在这里
Im scared all by myself
我害怕独自一人
Need you to talk me down
需要你安慰我
A danger to my health
对我的健康有危险
Dont leave alone with my thoughts
不要让我独自承受
Dont leave alone with my thoughts
别让我独自思考
I promise Ill give you what you want
我保证会给你想要的一切
Just dont leave me alone with my thoughts
别让我独自面对思绪
Im happy sometimes when Im distracted
有时当我心烦意乱时我也很开心
Feels like this is sink or swim
生死由命,富贵在天
No one to throw a lifeboat in
无人抛来救生艇
List all the things that you hate about me
列出你讨厌我的地方
If you just say it out loud I couldnt breathe
如果你大声说出来我会无法呼吸
Just like you took the all the air away from me
就像你带走了我所有的空气
Seeking for exile in utopia
寻觅乌托邦中的流亡
But then I tunnel vision
但我又陷入狭隘的专注
Right back to me again
再次回到我身边
I cant seem to get out of my own mind
我似乎无法摆脱内心的纠缠
You said I dont care
你说我漠不关心
Dont leave alone with my thoughts
别留我独自沉思
Dont leave alone with my thoughts
别让我独自陷入思绪的漩涡
I promise Ill give you what you want
我保证会给你想要的一切
Just dont leave me alone with my thoughts
别让我独自陷入沉思
Expecting for trauma bring fresh
期待创伤带来新的活力
Black ink turning to vivid dreams
浓墨转化为生动梦境
I promise Ill give you what you want
我保证会给你想要的一切
Just dont leave me alone with my thoughts
别让我独自陷入思绪的漩涡