House of Mirrors - Mary Lambert/Macklemore
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Lyrics by:Mary Lambert/Ben Haggerty/Josh Karp
Composed by:Mary Lambert/Ben Haggerty/Josh Karp
My brain is a house divided
我的心是一座分裂的房屋
Rooms with too many doors
每个房间都布满太多门扉
I can't tell you why
我无法向你解释缘由
It's a home without a light
这是一间没有光亮的家
I spent most of my years
耗费大半生时光
Trying to burn the roof
妄图烧毁屋顶
A starving arsonist
如饥似渴的纵火者
Oh I was
没错 那就是我
Waiting for the wind
等待风起
I've seen people do crazy things
我见过人们疯狂的行径
I've seen it in myself
也在自己身上目睹
But I'm not going back there
但我不会重蹈覆辙
Planning my darkest hours
谋划着最黑暗的时刻
Locking all the windows
锁上所有窗户
In a house full of mirrors
在这满是镜子的房间
It's me against me
我与自我对抗
Locking all the windows
锁上所有窗户
In a house full of mirrors
在这满是镜子的房间
It's me against me
我与自我对抗
It's me fighting me
我与自我争斗
Yeah
I saw God on the sidewalk once
我曾见神明驻足街角
Walking towards me
朝我缓步而来
I thought that I was dreaming
恍若梦境一场
Put my hoodie on over my head
将卫衣兜帽拉过头顶
Tucked my neck
缩起脖颈
Crossed the street
穿过街道
Pretending I didn't see 'em
假装未曾看见他们
I keep fear close
我紧攥着恐惧
And I keep love just out of arm's reach
却将爱意悬在触不可及处
Probably for a reason
或许自有缘由
'Cause if I touch it and learn it and study it
若我触碰研习 便会知晓
I'll know how shallow it really is
我深知这快乐多么肤浅
In the deep end
在深渊边缘徘徊
Why do I still wanna swim
为何仍渴望沉溺其中
Why can't I surrender to the voices within
为何不能顺从内心的声音
Why can't losing it all and the wounds from the fall
为何失去一切 坠落留下的伤痕
Be enough to never do it again
仍不足以让我彻底清醒
I forget how bad it is
我总忘记这有多糟糕
This fleeting happiness
这转瞬即逝的欢愉
Self sabotage not a means of balancing
自我毁灭并非平衡之道
Another Hail Mary to write my way out of Hell
又一次绝望祈祷 妄图逃离深渊
But I don't think that I'm ready to fully forgive myself
但我尚未准备好彻底宽恕自己
The truth they admire but you are a liar
众人崇尚真相 而你满口谎言
Psychiatrist wanting to put my psychopathic self on mood stabilizers
心理医生想用镇静剂 驯服我狂躁的本性
Ruled by desire
欲望支配着一切
The prayer doesn't work if the pew is on fire like
当长椅燃起烈火 祈祷便失去意义
I've seen people do crazy things
我见过人们疯狂的行径
I've seen it in myself
也在自己身上目睹
But I'm not going back there
但我不会重蹈覆辙
Planning my darkest hours
谋划着最黑暗的时刻
Locking all the windows in a house full of mirrors
将镜屋的窗户全部封死
It's me against me
我与自我对抗
Locking all the windows in a house full of mirrors
将镜屋的窗户全部封死
It's me against me
我与自我对抗
It's me fighting me
我与自我争斗