Barely raised by my dysfunctional fam
我的家人不称职我几乎养不起孩子
Here I stand as a dysfunctional man
我站在这里就像一个不正常的男人
Quick-tempered short-fused and pissed at God
脾气暴躁脾气暴躁对上帝大发雷霆
Demons pullin at my soul 'til it's ripped apart
恶魔纠缠着我直到我的灵魂支离破碎
Secret's out momma that fire I started it
秘密已经公之于众妈妈我点燃了烈火
F**k the fireman logic of the closet by the wire sh*t
管他什么消防员的逻辑管他那么多
What's positive about a father that bust nuts then wussed up
一个疯狂无比的父亲有何积极意义
And a momma that don't show her son enough love
一个没有给儿子足够爱的妈妈
Sh*t that's why I run from my first son
这就是我逃离我第一个儿子的原因
And force these chickenhead b**ches to get abortions
逼着这些胆小鬼去堕胎
I'm married to game my mistress is fame
我和猎物结婚了我的情人名声大噪
My girl Paq the closest she know I ain't changegon'
我的姑娘Paq是我最亲密的人她知道我不会改变
Go insane in a world evil as ours
在我们这样邪恶的世界里失去理智
I done shot at houses people and cars
我朝房子、人和车开枪
The deeper the scars the worst is the history
伤疤越深最可怕的是过去
God you ain't gotta forgive me just don't forget me you hear me
上帝你不必原谅我请你不要忘记我你听到了吗
Lord forgive me for I've sinned
上帝宽恕我犯下的罪孽
Over and over again just to stay on top
一次又一次只为屹立巅峰
I recall memories filled with sin
我回想起充满罪孽的回忆
Over and over again and again
一次又一次
And most importantly I'm tryin to support my seeds
最重要的是我努力支持我的种子
Can't seem to get away from them courtin fees
似乎无法摆脱他们的纠缠
Embroidery on my hood across my heart disorderly
在我的地盘上刺绣在我混乱不堪的心上
Breakin in houses of people who ain't got more than me
闯进别人家里谁都比不上我
Accordingly I move in error
因此我误入歧途
Gotta face the fact though I can't fool this mirror
必须面对现实我骗不了这面镜子
Neglected my daughter and tryin to blame on how I was brought up
忽视了我的女儿还试图责怪我的成长经历
Like I'm a product of this environment why ain't I shot up
就好像我是这个环境的产物为何我没有大杀四方
Got up today like"Why you let me breathe again"
今天一起床就想你为什么让我喘口气
And with each breath I feel death is creepin in
每一次呼吸我都感觉死亡悄然而至
Thinkin sinners are winners and I'ma finish last
以为罪人是赢家而我是最后一名
My pen and pad record my life as each minute pass
我的笔和笔记本记录着我生命的每一分每一秒
Passin minutes I shook sin and shook ***
几分钟过去了我摆脱罪孽摆脱**
I did right by you but still you took Bugz
我没有亏待你可你还是抢走了Bugz
Then caught me in adultery fought me
For not knowin through the dark streets you walked me talked to me
因为不知道在黑暗的街道上你与我同行与我交谈
Lord forgive me for I've sinned
上帝宽恕我犯下的罪孽
Over and over again just to stay on top
一次又一次只为屹立巅峰
I recall memories filled with sin
我回想起充满罪孽的回忆
Over and over again and again
一次又一次
It's the bliss that's a rush so rush my wrists in the cuffs
这种幸福是一种冲动所以我的手腕上戴着手铐
It's like a fight for yo' attention and love
就像是在为你的关注和爱而战
Speakin of Bugz give me a hint from above
说到Bugz给我一点上天的启示
If he not you know I wanna be sent when I'm done
如果不是他你知道我想在我结束之后被送去
Kid outta wedlock so my lady's frontin
孩子还没结婚所以我的女人装腔作势
I love Em cause he gave me somethin
我爱Em因为他给了我一些东西
A positive anything is better than a negative nothin
I was on the edge of death ready to jump in
我在死亡边缘蓄势待发
It's hard when you can't find love anywhere
当你在任何地方都找不到真爱时
And just because the reverend listen don't mean he care
牧师侧耳倾听并不意味着他在意
Pops on crack with a sufferin past
过去经历过痛苦不堪的日子现在过得很舒心
I dream in black and white the world color me bad
我的梦里只有黑白两色这世界让我变得糟糕透顶
Other than sad painful and stress
除了悲伤痛苦和压力
Life is good with the webs that tangle with death
与死亡纠缠不休的蛛网让生活变得美好
Control the border control the school
控制边境控制学校
I have sinned amongst men and my soul is yours yours
我在人间罪恶滔天我的灵魂属于你
Lord forgive me for I've sinned
上帝宽恕我犯下的罪孽
Over and over again just to stay on top
一次又一次只为屹立巅峰
I recall memories filled with sin
我回想起充满罪孽的回忆
Over and over again and again
一次又一次
Lord forgive me for I've sinned
上帝宽恕我犯下的罪孽
Over and over again just to stay on top
一次又一次只为屹立巅峰
I recall memories filled with sin
我回想起充满罪孽的回忆
Over and over again and again
一次又一次