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I no longer attempt to piece together a whole
but instead become a tormented naturalist
classifying and collecting every kind of heartbreak
sharp, dull, pervasive, intermittent.
I create specimens for each emotion, label them
and document the conditions under which they arise
the duration of their persistence
and the curve of their decline
This is a desperate rationality
as well as an alternative form of commemoration.
My heart has become a private museum dedicated to"loss,"
with rich exhibits and clear narratives
where I am the sole visitor and silence the only commentary.
I even began to appreciate a certain painful
"beauty"that devastating, pure
and unadulterated despair
with a cruel sheen akin to the truth.
When I began to study my own sorrow
a layer of cold glass separated me from it. I was safe
yet utterly alone