Have I always been right here?Tucked away from me, slipping in between

Have I always been like this?I can’t remember now, slipping deep beneath

Isolation’s tightened jaw, clamping down on me;bear the light with me

Break!Shattered into pieces, melting through my fingers, help me catch them all

I forget you are not here, as am I, distorting inside me

Stopped in time, decaying light

Iridescent grave -take my life from me

Inner sense no longer me, detached from what I perceive, a throwaway, and what if I thaw?

Anxiety has peaked in me, drown in thoughts, all so asinine

There are times I want to sew it shut, close it off, rip them from inside of me

Motherfucking budge, just this time, but depression is too strong

Every time I try to move my body starts to shut itself down into opposite time

So close my eyes instead, as I wither and hope to dissolve to the wind

Disbelief -there is no other place, all my life I cannot feel your god,

Eternal non-existence is the only rest

So bleed the light;rather drown than believe your lies