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点击复制My anxiety's not helping me forget you
焦虑如影随形 却无法将你遗忘
But I guess I really don't want to
或许我心底 根本不愿遗忘
And well I'm trying to figure out what I should text
反复斟酌字句 想给你发消息
Have to remind myself that I've already lost you
又猛然惊醒 早已失去你
I know sobriety would probably be a good call
清醒度日本该是明智选择
Been breaking down my body like it's drywall
却放纵自己 如摧残石膏墙般颓唐
But you've been flying through my mind like a baseball
而你始终如棒球 在我脑海横冲直撞
So I've been running through what I would say if you call
我不断排练着 若你打来电话该说些什么
I never meant to hurt you
从未想过要伤害你
I just had a lot I had to go through
只是有太多心事需要独自消化
Had a lot of s**t I probably should've told you
那些本该告诉你的难言真相
Like how beautiful you are and that I love you
比如你有多美 比如我多爱你
Switching up the layout of my bedroom
重新布置了卧室的每个角落
So I don't have to wake up in the spot we used to
只为不再从我们曾相拥的角落醒来
My anxiety's not helping me forget you
焦虑如影随形 却无法将你遗忘
But I guess I really don't want to
或许我心底 根本不愿遗忘
My anxiety's not helping me forget you
焦虑如影随形 却无法将你遗忘
Though honestly I really don't want to
毕竟坦诚说 我仍渴望铭记
Rolled up in a spot the other night
那夜蜷缩在熟悉街角
Let my crew back on a tour to try to make this s**t alright
带着团队巡演逃离 却让一切更煎熬
Yeah I showed up at your door had my bag and I was begging
我提着行李出现在你家门前 苦苦哀求
And I know that you weren't having none of it I understand it
明知你已不愿再给我机会 我完全理解
I certainly do not deserve another f**king second
确实不配再拥有哪怕多一秒的时间
But when you hit me up and said we're done my plane already landed
可当你发来分手消息时 我的航班早已落地
Now I'm trying to be a man and say goodbye to you no crying
此刻我强装成熟 试图潇洒告别不流泪
But I f**king miss you there ain't no point in lying
但该死的思念如潮 自欺欺人也枉然
God d**n
天啊
I never meant to hurt you
从未想过要伤害你
I just had a lot I had to go through
只是有太多心事需要独自消化
Had a lot of s**t I probably should've told you
那些本该告诉你的难言真相
Like how beautiful you are and that I love you
比如你有多美 比如我多爱你
Switching up the layout of my bedroom
重新布置了卧室的每个角落
So I don't have to wake up in the spot we used to
只为不再从我们曾相拥的角落醒来
My anxiety's not helping me forget you
焦虑如影随形 却无法将你遗忘
But I guess I really don't want to
或许我心底 根本不愿遗忘
It's been a war making peace with my ego
与自我和解是场漫长的战争
Just when I think that I'm free though
每当我以为重获自由
He got something up his sleeve though
他总暗藏玄机
He ain't ever letting me go
从未真正放我离去
Trying to murder my ego
试图扼杀我的骄傲
Just when I think that I'm free though
每当我以为重获自由
He fasten me a new halo
他为我戴上新的光环
He ain't ever letting me go
从未真正放我离去
It's been a war making peace with my ego
与自我和解是场漫长的战争
Just when I think that I'm free though
每当我以为重获自由
He got something up his sleeve though
他总暗藏玄机
He ain't ever letting me go
从未真正放我离去
Trying to murder my ego
试图扼杀我的骄傲
Just when I think that I'm free though
每当我以为重获自由
He fasten me a new halo
他为我戴上新的光环
He ain't ever letting me go
从未真正放我离去
He ain't ever letting me go
他始终不愿放手