I'm tired of being what you want me to be
厌倦了活成你期待的模样
Feeling so faithless
信仰逐渐崩塌
Lost under the surface
在深渊里沉沦挣扎
You don't know what you're expecting of me
你根本不懂对我的奢望
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
被强压着活成你的复刻
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow
在逆流中反复溺亡
And every step that I take is another mistake to you
我每个脚步在你眼里都是错
Oh
I I've become so numb
我已麻木不仁
I can't feel you there
感受不到你的存在
I become so tired
我已疲惫不堪
So much more aware
却愈发清醒
I'm becoming this all I want to do
我正变成这样 唯一所求
Is be more like me
是更像我自己
And less like you
而非你的影子
You
你
Can't you see that you're smothering me
难道你看不见我快要窒息
You're holding too tightly afraid to lose control
你攥得太紧 生怕失控
Cause everything that you thought I would be ia falling apart
你期待的我 正在你眼前
Right in front of you
分崩离析
Caught in the undertow
陷入漩涡
Caught in the undertow
陷入漩涡
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
我每走一步 你都说是错
And every second I waste is more than I can take
每虚度一秒 都让我煎熬
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
我已麻木到 感受不到你的存在
I've become so tired so much more aware
疲惫不堪 却愈发清醒
I'm becoming this all I want to do
我正变成这样 唯一所求
Is be more like me and be less like you
是更像自己 而非你的影子
I've become so numb
我已麻木不仁
I can't feel you there
感受不到你的存在
I become so tired
我已疲惫不堪
So much more
愈发汹涌
I aware I'm becoming this
我意识到自己正变成这样
All I want to do
我唯一想做的
Is be more like me
是更像我自己