I still remember how you looked that night
standing half in, half out the door
I said “it’s fine” like I didn’t mind
but I knew it was something more
you were waiting on a reason
I was scared to say the truth
now that silence keeps repeating
every time I think of you
I let the moment slip away
tried to act like I was strong
but every second since you left
just proves me wrong
I should’ve held you closer
should’ve begged you not to go
when your hands were getting colder
I was too afraid to show
now I’m stuck with every word
that I never said out loud
we were too good to be over
tell me how I let you down
I replay the way you turned around
like you almost stayed for me
if I called your name right then
would you still be here with me?
funny how I tried to hide it
like it wouldn’t break my heart
now I’m here just tryna find it
all the pieces fell apart
I thought I had control
but I just let you fall
and now there’s nothing left
but empty walls
I should’ve held you closer
should’ve begged you not to go
when your hands were getting colder
I was too afraid to show
now I’m stuck with every word
that I never said out loud
we were too good to be over
tell me how I let you down
if I had one more night
I’d do it all different
no more holding back
no more playing distant
I’d pull you into me
like I never let you go
baby don’t you see
I just didn’t know
I should’ve held you closer
should’ve fought a little more
now I’m reaching through the memory
but you’re not here anymore
we were too good to be over
I can feel it in my soul
I should’ve held you closer
now I’m left here all alone