I’ve been trying to fix my head at 2 a m
Memories spinning like a ceiling fan
Said I’m fine but I am just hiding how I really am
Heartbreak taste like medicine
But it made me grow
I don’t even hate you
I just hate I let you go
I still feel you in my downtime
Still see you when the lights are low
I don’t text but I type then erase it like I don’t know
I’m still healing Still smiling outside
But my chest is heavy sometimes
I’ve been trying to fix my head at 2 a m
Memories spinning like a ceiling fan
Said I’m fine but I am just hiding how I really am
Heartbreak taste like medicine
But it made me grow
I don’t even hate you
I just hate I let you go
I still feel you in my downtime
Still see you when the lights are low
I don’t text but I type then erase it like I don’t know
I’m still healing Still smiling outside
But my chest is heavy sometimes
I don’t even hate you
I just hate I let you go
I still feel you in my downtime
Still see you when the lights are low
I don’t text but I type then erase it like I don’t know
I’m still healing Still smiling outside
But my chest is heavy sometimes