No Breakdown - ArlenaZara
I learn how to cry without making a sound
So no one would ask me what's breaking me down
I hold my breath when the tears start to rise
Let them fall quietly behind my eyes
You sit so close but you don't feel near
I'm screaming inside but you never hear
Your hands don't reach your heart's not around
So I keep crying without a sound
I swallow words I'm too afraid to say
I don't wanna be the reason you walk away
I'm crying without sound
In a room full of light learning how to fall apart
Without losing the fight no stops no breakdown
Just pain underground I'm breaking right now
But I'm crying without sound
I fix my face before I leave the house
Say I'm okay like I know how
I laugh on cue I play my part
While holding a collapsing heart
I replay moments where you changed
Wonder when loving me felt strange
I keep the tears where they can't be found
I'm still crying without a sound
I'd rather hurt than make you stay
With pity written on your face
I'm crying without sound
In a room full of light learning how to fall apart
Without losing the fight no stops no breakdown
Just pain underground I'm breaking right now
But I'm crying without sound
If I let it out would you care
Or would it prove you're already gone somewhere
I don't need saving I just need truth
I'm tired of bleeding quietly for you
I loved you deep I loved you real
Now I'm numb to everything I feel
I'm crying without sound
Every night every day eating my heart out of hurt in a silent way
No echoes no sound just me underground
I'm falling apart crying without sound
One day I'll scream one day I'll heal
One day my tears won't feel so real
But tonight I stay here bound
Crying without sound
Crying without sound