I Lied When I Said I Was Fine - ArlenaZara
Ran into your sister today
Outside the coffee shop down the way
She looked at me with pity in her eyes
And asked me how I'm handling the lies
I put a brave smile on my face
I said I'm healing, I'm in a good place
I told her that I'm focusing on me
And that breaking up has set me free
But I lied when I said I was fine
I'm losing my sleep and I'm losing my mind
You traded our years for a cheap hotel
And left me alone in this quiet hell
I tell everyone that I'm moving on
But the truth is I'm barely alive
Yeah, I lied when I said I was fine
I got back to my car and I cried
I couldn't keep the breaking inside
I held the steering wheel so tight
Thinking about you with her tonight
It's so exhausting having to pretend
That I'm okay with how we met our end
I wiped my makeup off the leather seat
Just another broken girl on the street
And I lied when I said I was fine
I'm losing my sleep and I'm losing my mind
You traded our years for a cheap hotel
And left me alone in this quiet hell
I tell everyone that I'm moving on
But the truth is I'm barely alive
Yeah, I lied when I said I was fine
My friends tell me I dodged a bullet now
They tell me I will get over this somehow
They say to be glad that you showed your true face
Before you took up any more of my space
I nod my head and I say they're all right
But my chest still physically hurts every night
Because I lied when I said I was fine
I'm losing my sleep and I'm losing my mind
You traded our years for a cheap hotel
And left me alone in this quiet hell
I tell everyone that I'm moving on
But the truth is I'm barely alive
Yeah, I lied when I said I was fine
I put the car in drive and pull away
I have to get through another day
I'm not okay
I'm just so tired of crying
Yeah, I lied when I said I was fine