waking from palpitations
从心悸中醒来
feels like I'm running out of sanity
感觉我快要失去理智
aim that gun against my head
枪口对准我的头
not sure if you should paint the wall right now
不知道你是否应该现在就去刷墙
I know my love for you's like
我知道我对你的爱就像
the ** that choke my heart
那种让我痛不欲生的东西
burned down yet grow again
毁灭之后再次成长
I hate but I can't resist
我恨你但我无法抗拒
feel like moths to the flame
感觉就像飞蛾扑火
circling to the end
兜兜转转直到终点
breaking down again
再次崩溃
another step closer from my final collapse
离彻底崩溃又近了一步
I've built my walls high to cure my itching heart
我筑起高高的心墙治愈我心中的渴望
trapped in this asylum of hate and obsession
被困在仇恨和执念的庇护所里
stuck in the mire of infatuation
深陷迷恋的泥淖
I can't execute you out of my mind
我无法将你从脑海中抹去
I've stabbed myself for a million time but I
我已经伤害了自己无数次但我
can't drag myself out of despration
我无法让自己摆脱绝望
I know my love for you's like
我知道我对你的爱就像
the ** that choke my heart
那种让我痛不欲生的东西
burned down yet grow again
毁灭之后再次成长
I hate but I can't resist
我恨你但我无法抗拒
feel like moths to the flame
感觉就像飞蛾扑火
circling to the end
兜兜转转直到终点
breaking down again
再次崩溃
another step closer from my final collapse
离彻底崩溃又近了一步
I've built my walls high to cure my itching heart
我筑起高高的心墙治愈我心中的渴望
trapped in this asylum of hate and obsession
被困在仇恨和执念的庇护所里
I cannot take this anymore
我再也无法忍受
waste everything to my own grave
浪费一切直到我自掘坟墓
I feel the worms crawling under my skin
我感觉我的身体里有虫子在爬行
the pain I've suffered has gotten too deep
我承受的痛苦太深了
I can't stand one more second rotting in hell
我再也无法忍受在地狱里腐烂一秒钟
suffering in eternity
永恒的折磨
ahh
is there no road left but one
除了一条路已经无路可走
sentencing myself to death
判自己死刑