词:东北雨姐
曲:东北雨姐
Between"get up"and"give up completely
在“起身”与“彻底放弃”之间
I chose to stay stuck in the middle, motionless.
我选择停滞不前,动弹不得
The heart is like a basement
心,犹如一间地下室
cold and dreary, yet safe
阴冷沉闷,却也安然无恙
I’ve grown accustomed to its temperature
我已习惯了那份寒凉
while sunlight makes me allergic instead.
而阳光,反而令我感到不适
All my emotions are tied in knots
我的所有情感,都已纠结成团
no tears when I want to cry
想哭时却流不出眼泪
and a heavy weight on my lips when I want to laugh.
想笑时嘴角却沉重难扬
They say time is the best medicine
都说时间是最好的良药
but my illness seems to have developed resistance to it.
但我的病症似乎已产生抗药性
I became a spectator to my own emotions
我成了自己情感的旁观者
watching them rise and fall but unable to intervene
看它们潮起潮落,却无力干预
like an incompetent god.
像个无能的神明