Don't Rush My Bloom (别催我开花)-苏屿晴
词:苏屿晴
曲:苏屿晴
出品:未来新声
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Mm-mm, mm-mm
嗯嗯嗯嗯
I'm still breathing
我还在呼吸
Mm-mm, mm-mm
嗯嗯嗯嗯
That's enough for now
现在这样就已经够了
I used to wake up scared of morning
我曾害怕每一个清晨醒来
Like the world was waiting at my door
像整个世界都堵在门外等我交代
Everybody chasing something golden
所有人都在追赶闪闪发光的未来
I was only trying to feel warm
而我只是想让自己暖一点
I know I should be moving faster
我知道我应该走得更快一点
I know they say I'm falling behind
我也知道他们说我已经落在后面
But no one sees the quiet disaster
可没人看见我心里无声的崩塌
I've been carrying inside
是我一直独自背着的重量
They told me, “Be brave”
他们告诉我:“你要勇敢
They told me, “Shine bright”
他们告诉我:“你要发光
But what if I can barely
可如果我只是勉强
Make it through the night
撑过这一个夜晚呢
Don't rush my bloom
别催我开花
I'm not broken, I'm just tired
我不是坏掉了我只是太累了
Don't make me prove
别再逼我证明
That I'm worthy of the light
我也配得上光
I don't need to be somebody
我不一定要成为谁
I don't need to touch the sky
也不一定要够到天空
If I made it through today
如果我撑过了今天
Then I survived
那我就已经活过来了
Don't rush my bloom
别催我开花
Let me heal in my own time
让我按自己的时间慢慢愈合
Maybe I'm not late
也许我并没有迟到
Maybe I'm just learning life
也许我只是还在学习怎么生活
If I hide away for a while
如果我暂时躲起来一会儿
It doesn't mean I'm weak
那不代表我软弱
Sometimes staying alive
有时候努力活着
Is the bravest thing
就是最勇敢的事情
I used to hate my little footsteps
我曾讨厌自己走得那么慢
When everyone could run so far
看着别人都能跑得那么远
I turned my pain into a silence
我把疼痛变成沉默
And blamed myself for every scar
又把每一道伤都怪在自己身上
But maybe I was only sheltering
可也许我只是在保护
The softest parts I couldn't show
那些不敢给别人看的柔软
Like a flower under winter
像冬天里的花
Waiting for the snow to go
等着雪慢慢融化
They told me, “Don't cry”
他们告诉我:“别哭
They told me, “Stand tall”
他们告诉我:“站直一点
But even the strongest hearts
可再坚强的心
Need somewhere safe to fall
也需要一个安全的地方倒下
Don't rush my bloom
别催我开花
I'm not broken, I'm just tired
我不是坏掉了我只是太累了
Don't make me prove
别再逼我证明
That I'm worthy of the light
我也配得上光
I don't need to be somebody
我不一定要成为谁
I don't need to touch the sky
也不一定要够到天空
If I made it through today
如果我撑过了今天
Then I survived
那我就已经活过来了
Don't rush my bloom
别催我开花
Let me heal in my own time
让我按自己的时间慢慢愈合
Maybe I'm not late
也许我并没有迟到
Maybe I'm just learning life
也许我只是还在学习怎么生活
If I hide away for a while
如果我暂时躲起来一会儿
It doesn't mean I'm weak
那不代表我软弱
Sometimes staying alive
有时候努力活着
Is the bravest thing
就是最勇敢的事情