Look this is my life and it's a battle within
听着这是我的人生这是一场内心的战斗
I gotta survive even if I'm sinnin to win
我必须活下去即使我罪孽深重也要取得胜利
And if I show no remorse I reap the devil's reward
如果我毫无悔意我会收获恶魔的报应
He said he'd give me riches but I'm lookin for more
他说他会给我很多钱但我想要更多
When I was young witnessed my dad standin for right
在我小时候我亲眼目睹我的父亲为正义而战
Black pride in him even though he passin for white
黑人为他感到骄傲即使他是白人
Took years from my life now I'm missin the man
从我的生命里消失了好多年现在我想念那个男人
Moms on some other s**t and now I'm missin the plan
妈妈忙着做别的事现在我的计划泡汤了
And so I'm stuck in this f**k a marole
所以我被困在这鬼地方
All the lessons to a young teen baby was cold
对一个十几岁的孩子来说这是一堂生动的课
Then my pimpin a*s Uncle put me up on the game
我的好兄弟让我进入这个行业
It really ain't no love it's 'bout this paper mayne
这真的不是爱这是钱的问题朋友
Put me in a position got me out on a mission
让我身处困境让我出去执行任务
Collectin from the h*es turned on to my pimpin
从妹子那里拿到货我开始找乐子
A n***a from Memphis dealin with life as a struggle
一个来自孟菲斯的家伙一生都在挣扎
This is the gift I was given so I just live by my hustle
Singer ad libbing at times
歌手有时即兴表演
Keep hustlin
埋头苦干
It ain't over for me no it ain't over for me
对我来说一切尚未结束我还未结束
Keep flowin
继续前行
I'ma step my game up and get what's comin to me
我要提高我的实力让我自食其果
Now I'm just gettin by and it's f**kIN with me
如今我得过且过可我心烦意乱
See others doin big thangs they was nothin to me
看到别人在做大事他们对我来说不值一提
I'm seein what I used to be and it's lookin legit
我看到了我以前的样子一切看起来都无可挑剔
Got my hands on some music started f**kIN with it
我手里拿着音乐一开始就喜欢音乐
Put it down hard then I started bumpin to this
尽情放纵我开始尽情放纵
I let some others get a dose and they was NUTTIN to this
我让其他人吃了一片药他们都不听
Let me check my connections cause we go back in the day
让我看看我的人脉因为我们回到了过去
Say they was lookin for 'dro heard I was hustlin hay
说他们在找那种东西听说我在挣钱
Got me connin my n***az spittin game to my h*es
让我的兄弟对我的女人胡说八道
This my opportunity I feel like anything goes
这是我的机会我感觉什么都会发生
I was never 'sposed to see the new millenium mayne
我从未期待看到新的千禧年
And I refuse to let my dad die in vain
我不会让我爸爸白白死去
So I give it my all you feel my struggle and pain
所以我付出一切你感受到我的挣扎和痛苦
If you ain't feelin what I'm spittin trick you late to the game
But the closest ones to me know I'm holdin it down
但我最亲密的人知道我不会退缩
You gon' feel me one day we gon' be heard in the town
总有一天你会理解我的感受我们的声音会在城里传开