Yeah we had heaven on the surface
表面看似天堂般美好
But the truth was never perfect…
但真相从不完美无瑕
Now I see the fire under all that ice
如今我看穿冰层下的烈火
You called it love I called it pressure
你称之为爱 我视作枷锁
You dressed it up like it was treasure
你将毒药包装成珍宝
Every word was a double measure
每句话都暗藏双刃刀
Sweet talk pain in equal pleasure
甜言蜜语与痛苦同调
We were gold in the flashlights
镁光灯下我们如镀金般闪耀
Broken glass in the daylight
日光下破碎的玻璃
You said “forever ”but your tone lied
你说"永远"但语气虚伪
Now I’m healing where your ghost hides
如今我在你幽灵徘徊处疗伤
I gave you everything I had inside
我曾倾尽所有真心
Still you said I never tried
你却说我从未努力
Guess you needed me to lose myself
原来你需要我迷失自我
Just to make your pride survive
只为维系你可悲的骄傲
Welcome to our toxic paradise
欢迎来到这有毒的天堂
Where love feels wrong but looks so right
爱意扭曲却看似无恙
You kiss my scars then cut them twice —
你亲吻伤痕又添新伤
We burn like sin beneath the lights
我们在灯光下罪恶绽放
Toxic paradise
这致命天堂
Your heart was ice your words were knives
你心如冰霜 言语似刀光
I learned that peace don’t come from lies
谎言终难换安宁时光
So I left before I died inside
在灵魂湮灭前我选择离场
You used my fears like ammunition
你以我的恐惧为弹药
Every fight —a demolition
每次争吵都如同毁灭性打击
Told me pain was just tradition
告诉我痛苦只是传统惯例
Till I lost my own ambition
直到我失去所有动力
Now I’m sober from your spell
如今我已清醒挣脱你的魔咒
I can finally wish you well
终于能真心祝你安好
You were heaven turned to hell
你曾是天堂却化作炼狱
But I escaped your carousel
但我已逃离你的旋转木马
I gave you everything I had inside
我曾倾尽所有真心
Still you said I never tried
你却说我从未努力
Guess you needed me to lose myself
原来你需要我迷失自我
Just to make your pride survive
只为维系你可悲的骄傲
Welcome to our toxic paradise
欢迎来到这有毒的天堂
Where love feels wrong but looks so right
爱意扭曲却看似无恙
You kiss my scars then cut them twice —
你亲吻伤痕又添新伤
We burn like sin beneath the lights
我们在灯光下罪恶绽放
Toxic paradise
这致命天堂
Your heart was ice your words were knives
你心如冰霜 言语似刀光
I learned that peace don’t come from lies
谎言终难换安宁时光
So I left before I died inside
在灵魂湮灭前我选择离场
Now your perfume fades from my skin
如今你的香水味从我肌肤褪去
I don’t chase what could’ve been
我不再追逐那些虚幻的可能
You were thunder in disguise
你曾是伪装的风暴
Now I dance beneath the wind
如今我在风中起舞
You still echo in my veins
你仍在我血脉中回响
But I’m stronger through the pain
但痛苦让我更坚强
Every tear became a flame —
每滴泪都化作火焰——
That’s how I spell my name again
那是我重写名字的墨痕
Toxic paradise
这致命天堂
You looked like love but felt like vice
你像蜜糖般靠近 却如刀锋般伤人
I gave you light you sold me night —
我赠你光明 你却予我永夜
But I found peace in my goodbye
但在告别中寻得安宁
Toxic paradise
这致命天堂
I won’t relive that sacrifice
我不愿再重蹈覆辙
You taught me how to recognize —
你教会我如何看清
That love should never cost my life
爱不该以生命为代价
Yeah…I made it out alive
是的...我终获新生
Paradise Nah —it was just disguise
所谓天堂 不过是伪装
Now I see truth in every goodbye
如今我终于看清 每次离别背后的真相