Breathe in the Gray
作词:温半夏
作曲:温半夏
歌手:温半夏
Last night's sleep was a ghost at best
昨晚那点觉撑死算个幻影
Woke up chasing shadows like all the rest
醒来又像牲口一样去追赶那些虚妄
The coffee's gone cold a stagnant blue
咖啡冷透了泛着一股死水般的忧郁
Nothing feels like it used to do
周遭的一切早就不对味了
Im done with the mending done with the war
不想补救了这仗我打累了
I dont want to be better anymore
我再也不想逼着自己变好
If the rain wants to fall just let it pour
雨想下就下吧淋个透也行
Im not hiding behind the door
我没空再躲在门后装模作样
Its okay today to be a little frayed
今天哪怕人是废的也没关系
To sit in the mess that the morning made
就窝在清晨这一滩烂摊子里挺好
Im already here Ive survived the tide
我这不是在那儿吗我也算挺过来了
Theres nowhere to run and nowhere to hide
无路可退也懒得再躲
Just a quiet heart staying alive
就守着这颗心不紧不慢地喘气
Messages flicker a glowing pile of debt
屏幕闪得心烦像欠了一屁股债
Expectations humming like a threat
那些期待听着全特么是威胁
But Im turning the volume down to zero
我直接把音量掐死归零
Im nobodys victim and nobodys hero
谁也别想可怜我我也当不了英雄
It doesnt have to rhyme doesnt have to be gold
人生不用押韵也不必非得发光
Not every story needs to be told
不是每件破事都非得说给谁听
Just a temporary stop a pause in the fray
就在这乱局里给自己按个暂停
A long deep breath in the middle of the gray
在这一片灰蒙蒙里深深地吸一口气
Stay alive
活着呗
In the gray
在这灰色里
Its okay
没啥大不了的