Artist:epica
Songs Title:mother of light
It always put me on the edge
每每想到被毁掉的生命
To think of all the spoilt lives
总使我濒临深渊
Today Im one step further
今日我更进一步
Not sure if Ive survived myself
却不知是否我已自救
Reality is sometimes stranger than fiction
现实有时候比小说还要古怪
Whatever happens in my dreams
不论梦中多么光怪陆离
I know it cant be worse than this
我知道它总比现实要好
So I prefer to sleep
所以我宁可睡去
I am searching
我寻觅着
Without vision
却看不见
For the answers in the dirt
那尘土中的答案
I am waiting
我等候着
Just for nothing
不过徒劳
For the day that Ill be heard
世人聆听我的那日
Youre the sea in which Im floating
你是那让我沉浮的海洋
And I lose myself in you
于你 我迷失自我
I am feeling these sensations
我感受着这些感觉
I communicate with you
我与你彼此沟通
I am looking
我期盼着
Without vision
却看不见
For a different kind of way
一种全新的方式
I am thinking
我回想着
Just for nothing
不过徒劳
About that specific day
那特殊的一天
Youre the night so youre the dark side
你是黑夜 是那遇不到的
Of the day youll never see
白日的黑暗面
Youre the past but everlasting
你是过往 但延续到未来
Can you share one day with me
你可愿予我一日
Youre the hand that I rejected
你是那只我拒绝的手
But I cant forgive myself
但我无法原谅自己
I am selfish and not worthy
我既自私 又不值得
To think of even to die for
受人一提 更不配陨命
Reality is sometimes stranger than fiction
现实有时候比小说还要古怪
Whatever happens in my dreams
不论梦中多么光怪陆离
I know it cant be worse than this
我知道它总比现实要好
So I prefer to sleep
所以我宁可睡去
Tomorrow dont know where Ill be
明日不知安身何处
I need some place to go now
我需要容身之所
So do you know the way I feel
所以你可知道我的感受
Or shall I give up my belief
或是我应放弃信仰
Youre the lock Ive never opened
你是我从未开启的锁
Cause I threw away the key
只因我抛弃了钥匙
Im enclosed within my own thoughts
我被关入自己的内心
That will never set me free
永远也没有自由
Youre the hand that I rejected
你是那只我拒绝的手
But I cant forgive myself
但我无法原谅自己
I am selfish and not worthy
我很自私 又不值得
To think of even to die for
受人一提 更不配陨命
Youre the question to the answer
你是那答案的问题
And without therell never be
若失了它 这条路上
Any thought in this direction
将不再有任何思虑
Youve created this in me
是你让我如此
Youre the hand that I rejected
你是那只我拒绝的手
But I cant forgive myself
但我无法原谅自己
I am selfish and not worthy
我很自私 又不值得
To think of even to die for
受人一提 更不配陨命
Serenity is taking over all I am it gives me peace
宁静逐渐占据心头成为自我 它使我心安
And all I see are visions of my destiny
而我只看到我对命运的展望
Why should I bleed and pay for the others greed
为何他人的贪婪要让我来偿还
We consciously sign our own sentence of death
清醒的我们为自己宣判死刑
How can you go on did you forget
你怎能继续如此 难道你忘了
What we have learned from the past
过去给我们的教训
We cant go on killing ourselves
我们不可继续自残
And with us all the rest
亦或是伤害他人
Why cant you see dont you regret
你为何看不到 你不后悔吗
Reality is sometimes stranger than fiction
现实有时候比小说还要古怪
Whatever happens in my dreams
不论梦中多么光怪陆离
I know it cant be worse than this
它总比现实要好
So I prefer to sleep
所以我宁可睡去
I am alone with all my thoughts
我独自与我的内心做伴
Alone without a hope and
孤身毫无希望
I lost the thing I needed most
我失去了我最需要的
I feel I cant survive this fall
我无法承受这次坠落