Clinging To Memories - ArlenaZara
I sit by the window staring at the rain
Counting the moments, counting the pain
I thought you'd come back, thought you'd call
But silence is the only sound in these walls
I held my heart like it was yours to take
Kept hoping love could bend, could wait
Every shadow whispers your name
But it's only me standing in the flame
I kept believing, I kept the light
But nothing came to break this night
I'm waiting for nothing, hoping for what will never be
Clinging to memories as they slip away like the sea
I gave you my all, I gave you my time
But love doesn't answer this quiet crime
I'm standing here lost and alone
Waiting for nothing, waiting on my own
I replay the words I wish I'd said
Haunt the dreams I wish I'd fled
Every promise I thought was true
Fades into shadows of you
I wait for a sign that you'll return
But all I feel is the cold burn
I keep the door open in vain
For someone who'll never come again
I held on tight, I didn't see
Nothing was ever meant for me
I'm waiting for nothing, hoping for what will never be
Clinging to memories as they slip away like the sea
I gave you my all, I gave you my time
But love doesn't answer this quiet crime
I'm standing here lost and alone
Waiting for nothing, waiting on my own
If I could turn back, I'd let it go
Stop chasing shadows that never show
I'd learn to breathe, I'd learn to be free
From waiting for what's not for me
I loved you deep, I loved you slow
But some love fade before we know
I'm waiting for nothing
And now I finally see
The heart I gave to you
Was never meant for me
I'll close the door, I'll walk away
I'll find the light of a new day
I won't stand here lost and alone
Waiting for nothing
The rain falls soft, the night is still
I'm letting go of whatever will
No more shadows, no more stone
No more waiting for nothing alone