I Hide It by a Smile - ArlenaZara
I walk through life with a smile on my face
I laugh and talk
I keep my pace
Nobody sees what's underneath
Nobody sees the broken teeth
Of my heart
Of my soul
Of the parts that you control
Even though you're gone for me
Your memory won't let me be
They think I'm fine
They think I'm strong
They don't see me when things go wrong
No one knows my pain
No one knows my pain
The tears I cry alone in the rain
No one knows my pain
The hurt I hide
The feelings that I keep inside
No one knows my pain
The sleepless nights
The constant losing of the fight
With my own mind
With my own heart
No one knows the broken parts
I go to work
I do my job
A smile and nod I never sob
But inside I'm screaming loud
Inside I'm lost inside a cloud
Of memories
Of what we had
Of good times turning bad
Of you and her
Of your lies
Of the tears behind my eyes
I hide it well
I play the game
But no one knows
They don't know my name
No one knows my pain
No one knows my pain
The tears I cry alone in the rain
No one knows my pain
The hurt I hide
The feelings that I keep inside
No one knows my pain
The sleepless nights
The constant losing of the fight
With my own mind
With my own heart
No one knows the broken parts
I wish someone could see
The real me underneath
The smile that I wear so well
The stories I don't tell
I wish someone could hold me tight
And help me through the night
But I'm alone with all this pain
Drowning in the rain
No one knows my pain
No one knows my pain
The tears I cry alone in the rain
No one knows my pain
The hurt I hide
The feelings that I keep inside
No one knows my pain
The sleepless nights
The constant losing of the fight
With my own mind
With my own heart
No one knows the broken parts
No one knows my pain
No one knows just me