Enough - ArlenaZara
I learned your silence better
than I ever learned your touch
You said you loved me softly
but softly wasn't enough
I waited in your shadows
while you stood in the light
I begged for pieces of you
You never chose to fight
I made excuses for your distance
called it space, called it time
But love doesn't leave you guessing
If it's real, it stays alive
You didn't love me enough to stay when it got hard
You didn't love me enough to protect my heart
I gave you everything I was
You gave me half of you
You didn't love me enough
but I loved you
I watched you pull away slowly
like I wouldn't feel the pain
like I wouldn't notice you saying my name less every day
I tried to be less needy
tried to be less me
but love should never ask you to disappear quietly
I held on to your promises
while you held on to your fear
I was fighting for forever
You were already gone from here
You didn't love me enough to choose me every time
You didn't love me enough to draw a clearer line
I stood right in front of you
still felt invisible and blue
You didn't love me enough
but I loved you
Maybe love scared you
maybe I was too real
Maybe you didn't know how deep I feel
But love isn't almost
and it isn't unsure
If it hurts this much
it should have been more
You didn't love me enough to meet me where you said
You didn't love me enough to meet me halfway instead
I'm letting go of the blame
I'm letting go of the fight
You didn't love me enough
but I loved you right
And that has to be enough