Farther From Home - From Ashes to New

Written by：Grant McFarland/Matthew Brandyberry/Garrett Russell/Timothy D'onofrio/Christopher Musser/Branden Kreider/Daniel Kecki

I lay awake and look at the ceiling and wonder why

我躺下睡不着 看着天花板

I'm so afraid to face all these feelings and want to die

想着为什么正视这种感觉 让我害怕得想死

I'm out of place and nothing's appealing to stay alive

我不属于这里 也没有任何东西能吸引我活着

Why try to face it when it's so easy to say goodbye

为什么自己还要努力去面对稍瞬即逝的生命

It's all unfolding it's so controlling

一切都在变化 一切都把我束缚得那么紧

It tries to pull me under nothing's going right for me

它想把我拉下深渊 一切都显得那么糟糕

This tension's growing it tries to hold me

它越拉越紧 想彻底困住我

Hear me scream

听听我的嘶吼

I'm taking over

我会接受一切

With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go

我抓住绳索的手 永远不会放开

I'm moving closer

我向前爬

Everything that I know is feeling farther from home

只知道这是离家越来越远的感觉

I'm never giving in

可我不会屈服

This world I'm living in is losing color

我正在我生活的世界里消失

I'm taking over

我会接受一切

With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go

我抓住绳索的手 永远不会放开

I try to make the changes it's so hard to sway my mind

我尽全力去改写结局 任何事都动摇不了我的意志

There is no way to make it but to leave these scars behind

除了流血前进 已别无他法

Within my thoughts are racing I'm too far away at times

有时思维胡乱飞撞 让我快要失去理智

I drive myself insane it's tearing me apart inside

我逼自己发狂 这能让我的情绪爆发

It's all unfolding it's so controlling

一切都在变化 一切都把我束缚得那么紧

It tries to pull me under nothing's going right for me

它想把我拉下深渊 一切都显得那么糟糕

This tension's growing it tries to hold me

它越拉越紧 想彻底困住我

Hear me scream

听听我的嘶吼

I'm taking over

我会接受一切

With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go

我抓住绳索的手 永远不会放开

I'm moving closer

我向前爬

Everything that I know is feeling farther from home

只知道这是离家越来越远的感觉

I'm never giving in

可我不会屈服

This world I'm living in is losing color

我正在我生活的世界里消失

I'm taking over

我会接受一切

With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go

我抓住绳索的手 永远不会放开

I take a deep breath down inside

我在深吸一口气

I shake and try to breathe but I

我颤抖着呼吸

Hate the way that I lived my life

但我厌恶现在这样的生活

And it seems

这看起来

All the lies that I try to hide

所有我努力掩盖的谎言

Remind me of what I left behind

都在提醒我所失去的东西

Unwinding thoughts inside my mind

放开思绪 让它爆发吧

Hear me scream

听听我的嘶吼

I'm screaming out loud

我在这里大声嘶吼

It's all just weighing on me

一切都只是想压住我

It's all just weighing on me

它们只是想拖垮我

It's all just weighing on me

它们只是想拖垮我

I'm reaching out

我在拼命前进

I'm screaming out loud

我在大声嘶吼

I'm taking over

我接受这一切

With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go

我抓住希望的手 永不可能松开

I'm moving closer

我不断向前爬

Everything that I know is feeling farther from home

尽管只是感觉离家越来越远

I'm never giving in

但我不会屈服

This world I'm living in is losing color

尽管这个世界不再有我的色彩

I'm taking over

我接受这一切

With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go

眼前的希望 我不会让它消逝

I'm never letting go

我不会屈服于此

With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go

只要我还看得到希望 就永远不会暗淡消逝