I'm Sorry (Explicit) - Joyner Lucas
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Go ahead and call me a coward
尽管说我懦弱吧
And say that I'm not strong because I'm not like you
说我不够坚强 因为我和你不一样
Go ahead and call me crazy
尽管说我疯狂吧
Cause I live in a maze tell me how about you
因为我活在迷宫里 你呢?
I think I live in my head
我想我活在自己的脑海里
Sometimes I think that I'm dead I hide behind my youth
有时我觉得自己已经死了 我躲在青春的背后
Know I been losing my mind
我知道我已经迷失了心智
And I'm a little behind step inside my shoes
我有点跟不上 走进我的世界吧
Cause I've never been happy with myself
因为我从未对自己感到满意
And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
我也不需要任何人对我感到同情
Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
试图给我怜悯并对我冷嘲热讽
Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
想给我建议却背地里嘲笑我
Behind closed doors just close the door
关上门,就让我独自一人
Let me be by myself just me and myself
让我和自己独处
I'm tired of living I cry
我厌倦了生活,我哭泣
I hear it's easy to die I wanna see for myself
听说死亡很容易,我想亲自验证
And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
我知道这对其他人来说听起来很疯狂
But I'm depressed as f**k stressed as f**k
但我抑郁至极 压力爆棚
Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs
没有什么药物能治愈这种痛苦
I mean I need extra love
我是说 我需要更多的爱
And that ain't even enough said that ain't even enough
但即便如此 也远远不够
And where the f**k is God God God
而上帝到底在哪里
D**n maybe I ain't believing enough
也许是我信仰不够坚定
But today we gonna see if he's real
但今天我们会验证他是否真实存在
And if he is I guess I'm prolly going to hell
如果他是 我想我大概会下地狱吧
Look I ain't wanna die like this
看 我不想这样死去
I ain't picture my life like this
我从未想象过我的生活会是这样
They don't know what it's like like this
他们不知道这种感觉
Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this and laugh like you
假装我很快乐 这样我才能像你一样微笑和大笑
Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
有时我怀疑我是否能像你一样表现
Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like woo
我是否能最终融入 也许能放松下来 像你一样
Or would you feel lost without me
没有我你是否会感到迷失
Cause honestly I think the world is better off without me
因为说实话,我觉得没有我的世界会更好
And my mind's spinning this is the line finish
我的思绪在旋转,这是终点线
Truth is I don't care how they feel about my feelings
事实上,我不在乎他们对我的感受怎么看
I made up my mind I'm going out like Robin Williams
我已下定决心,要像罗宾·威廉姆斯那样离开
I guess I'm not the ordinary people of John Legend
我想我不是约翰·传奇歌中的普通人
And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine sh*t
从九岁起,我就一直有自杀的念头
Okay the day I was nine
好吧,是从我九岁那天开始
I've been tired of being bullied couldn't stay out the fire
我已经厌倦了被欺凌,无法逃离这场烈火
Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
奶奶告诉我,我应该一天一天地过
And Dammit look at me now f**k
可该死的,看看现在的我
F**k pen runnin' out sh*t
笔尖已干,一切都结束了
Look just know it's a new day
听着,要知道这是新的一天
But if you reading this then it's probably too late blaow
但如果你读到这些,那可能已经太晚了
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay I'm sorry
请务必告诉我的家人,我没事,我很抱歉
But it's too late I'm sorry so much weighing on me
但已经太迟了,我很抱歉,太多重担压在我身上
I don't wanna live to see another day I'm sorry
我不想再活到明天 对不起
But I can't stay I'm sorry so much weighing on me
但我无法留下 对不起 太多压力压在我身上
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay I'm sorry
请务必告诉我的家人,我没事,我很抱歉
But it's too late I'm sorry so much weighing on me
但已经太迟了,我很抱歉,太多重担压在我身上
I don't wanna live to see another day I'm sorry
我不想再活到明天 对不起
But I can't stay I'm sorry so much weighing on me
但我无法留下 对不起 太多压力压在我身上
I hope you got what you wanted
我希望你得到了你想要的
I hope you finally happy it's too late for you
我希望你终于快乐 对你来说已经太迟了
Been going out of my mind
我已濒临崩溃边缘
You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you
你不知我为你祈祷了多少次
I hope you hear me goddammit
我希望你能听见我的呼喊
Cause I got so much sh*t that I wanna say to you
因为我有太多话想对你说
I used to shine now I'm all in the dark
我曾光芒四射,如今却陷入黑暗
I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart
记得我曾告诉你要追随内心
But goddammit look at you now it's all of your fault
但看看现在的你,一切都是你的错
How could you maybe it's my fault
或许这是我的错
I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doin'
我本该更关注你的所作所为
Maybe I should have been more of an influence
也许我本该对你产生更多影响
I can't believe that you're dead I f**k
我无法相信你已经离开
I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it
我读了你的信,心中五味杂陈
But I'll forever be attached to you d**n
但我将永远与你相连
Part of me feels bad for you
我的一部分为你感到难过
A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you
另一部分却觉得你软弱,我对你感到愤怒
And I don't mean to be insensitive
我并不想显得冷漠无情
But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this sh*t
但我不明白我们为何无法阻止这一切
You took the easy way out goddammit you did
你选择了最简单的方式,该死的你确实如此
I mean look what you did I'm so f**king upset
看看你做了什么,我如此愤怒
How could you be so selfish
你怎么能如此自私
N**ga how could you be so selfish
你怎么能如此自私
Now you're gone you done left me so helpless
现在你走了,留下我如此无助
I wonder what God thinks I hope you in God's place
我想知道上帝怎么想,希望你在上帝的怀抱中
Behaving yourself
Yo what the f**k you gotta say for yourself say for yourself
你有什么好说的 有什么好说的
Look I really feel lost without you
我真的感到没有你迷失了自己
I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you
我讨厌你认为世界没有你会更好
And my mind's spinning this is the line finish
我的思绪在旋转,这是终点线
Truth is I don't care how you feel about my feelings
事实上我不在乎你对我的感受怎么看
And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine listen
如果我说我很好 那是在骗你
I know that you can hear me all I need is like five minutes
我知道你能听到我 我只需要五分钟
I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out
我只想伸手进棺材 把你拉出来
I'm sorry this is something that we both couldn't figure out
对不起 这是我们都没能解决的问题
I wish I could hear you now is your soul missing
我希望现在能听到你 你的灵魂是否在迷失
I wonder if you could do it again would you do it different
我在想 如果你能重来 是否会做出不同的选择
Tell me what death is like
告诉我 死亡是什么感觉
Was it meant for you brodie did the heaven support it
这是命中注定的吗 天堂是否接纳了你
Are you f**king happy now did you get what you wanted
你现在开心了吗 得到了你想要的吗
Isn't this what you wanted I feel the temperature falling
这不就是你想要的吗 我感到温度在下降
And you've been suicidal back then you were nine
你九岁时就曾有过自杀的念头
Yeah even back then you was nine
是啊,那时你才九岁
We was living on the edge couldn't stay out the fire
我们生活在边缘,无法逃离火焰
Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time
奶奶告诉我们要一天天慢慢来
And d**n it look at you now sh*t
看看现在的你
But it's a new day
但这是新的一天
And if you can't hear me it's probably too late f**k
如果你听不到我,可能已经太迟了
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay I'm sorry
请务必告诉我的家人,我没事,我很抱歉
But it's too late I'm sorry so much weighing on me
但已经太迟了,我很抱歉,太多重担压在我身上
I don't wanna live to see another day I'm sorry
我不想再活到明天 对不起
But I can't stay I'm sorry so much weighing on me
但我无法留下 对不起 太多压力压在我身上
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay I'm sorry
请务必告诉我的家人,我没事,我很抱歉
But it's too late I'm sorry so much weighing on me
但已经太迟了,我很抱歉,太多重担压在我身上
I don't wanna live to see another day I'm sorry
我不想再活到明天 对不起
But I can't stay I'm sorry so much weighing on me
但我无法留下 对不起 太多压力压在我身上
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay I'm sorry
请务必告诉我的家人,我没事,我很抱歉
But it's too late I'm sorry so much weighing on me
但已经太迟了,我很抱歉,太多重担压在我身上
I don't wanna live to see another day I'm sorry
我不想再活到明天 对不起
But I can't stay I'm sorry so much weighing on me
但我无法留下 对不起 太多压力压在我身上
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay I'm sorry
请务必告诉我的家人,我没事,我很抱歉
But it's too late I'm sorry so much weighing on me
但已经太迟了,我很抱歉,太多重担压在我身上
I don't wanna live to see another day I'm sorry
我不想再活到明天 对不起
But I can't stay I'm sorry so much weighing on me
但我无法留下 对不起 太多压力压在我身上