You left your toothbrush
On my sink last night
Still talking to the coffee mug
Like it’s picking sides
Scrolling through our photos
Thumb stuck on your smile
Yeah I said I’m over it
Been lying all the while
I hate you
‘cause I don’t know how to love you right
Say I’m fine
Then I check if you read me at 3:05
Throw your sweater in the corner
Then pull it back on
I hate you
But you’re the ghost every light stays on for
Friends say “block the number”
I just change the name
From “baby”into “danger”
But it rings the same
I draft a hundred messages
Delete ‘em every time
You’re the habit in my hands
I can’t leave behind
I hate you
‘cause I don’t know how to love you right
Say I’m done
Then I’m typing a novel at 3:05
Slam the door
Swear it’s over
Then sleep on your side
I hate you
But you’re the one every part of me hides
You’re the cut I keep on picking (oh)
The song I keep replaying
If I really didn’t care at all
Why am I still staying
I hate you
‘cause I don’t know how to let this die
Call it hate
But it tastes like a truth I can’t deny
Throw your letters in the trash
Then pull one back out
I hate you
‘cause you’re the only one I can’t live without