Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have - but I have it - Lana Del Rey (拉娜·德雷)

I was reading Slim Aarons and I got to thinking that I thought

翻阅着Slim Aarons的摄影作品 反思着自己一直以来的想法

Maybe I'd get less stressed if I was tested less like

若我像是那些初出茅庐的少女般不必被反复考验试探

All of these debutantes

或许我的压力不会那么大吧

Smiling for miles in pink dresses and high heels on white yachts

白色游艇上她们穿着粉色长裙高跟鞋 展露着灿烂的笑容

But I'm not baby I'm not

但亲爱的 我并不是那种女孩 并不是

No I'm not that I'm not

我并不是那种女孩 并不是

I've been tearing around in my f**king nightgown

我一直穿着我那件睡衣到处游荡

24/7 Sylvia Plath

每分每秒我像是Sylvia Plath心情在消极与积极中徘徊

Writing in blood on my walls

字字珠玑如鲜血烙印心间

'Cause the ink in my pen don't work in my notepad

纵然是文思泉涌 也无力在笔记本上记录

Don't ask if I'm happy you know that I'm not

不必问我是否幸福 你知道我并不快乐

But at best I can say I'm not sad

充其量只能说我不难过而已

'Cause hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have

因为对我这样的女人来说 希望是件危险的事

Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have

对我这样的女人来说 希望是件危险的事

I had fifteen-year dances

十五岁我便被送到宗教寄宿学校生活

Church basement romances yeah I've got

地下教派 是啊 我曾加入过

Spilling my guts with the Bowery Bums

只有酒精才懂我不为人知的心事

Is the only love I've ever known

它会是我曾领悟的唯一的爱么

Except for the stage which I also call home when I'm not

舞台之外的地方 我都称之为家

Servin' up God in a burnt coffee pot for the triad

如坐针毡的虔诚侍奉上帝

Hello it's the most famous woman you know on the iPad

你好 这是网络上最知名的女性

Calling from beyond the grave I just wanna say"Hi Dad"

来自天国的呼唤 我只想说声爸爸你可好

I've been tearing up town in my f**king white gown

我将那件白色裙子撕得粉碎

Like a godd**n near sociopath

像是个几近崩溃的反社会人士

Shaking my a*s is the only thing that's

唱歌旅游是我逃离

Got this black narcissist off my back

抑郁症侵扰最好的办法

She couldn't care less and I never cared more

曾经的我已经放下不去再想 如今我也不能执念不忘

So there's no more to say about that

这就不必多说什么了

Except hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have

但除了一件事 对我这样的女人来说 希望是件危险的事

Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman with my past

对一个我这样有着过去的女人来说 希望是件危险的事

There's a new revolution a loud evolution that I saw

我看到了一场新的革命即将爆发 一场声势浩大的变革

Born of confusion and quiet collusion of which mostly I've known

据我所知 不在沉默中爆发就在沉默中消亡

A modern day woman with a weak constitution 'cause I've got

现代女性都太过脆弱 因为我也如此

Monsters still under my bed that I could never fight off

猛兽还潜藏于我周围 我永远无法将其击退

A gatekeeper carelessly dropping the keys on my nights off

保安在我休息的晚上粗心大意弄丢了我房门钥匙

I've been tearing around in my f**king nightgown

我一直穿着我那件睡衣到处游荡

24/7 Sylvia Plath

每分每秒我像是Sylvia Plath心情在消极与积极中徘徊

Writing in blood on your walls

字字珠玑如鲜血烙印心间

'Cause the ink in my pen don't look good in my pad

纵然是文思泉涌 也无法用文字记录下来

They write that I'm happy they know that I'm not

他们都写我很快乐 但其实他们都知道事实并非如此

But at best you can see I'm not sad

但还好你看到的我并没有很难过

But hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have

但对我这样的女人来说 希望是件危险的事

Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have

对我这样的女人来说 希望是件危险的事

Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have

对我这样的女人来说 希望是件危险的事

But I have it

但我仍满怀希望

Yeah I have it

我仍满怀希望

Yeah I have it

我仍满怀希望

I have

我仍满怀希望