This Pain Has Your Name - ArlenaZara
Woke up this morning and the air felt cold and thin
A heavy suffocating silence it makes no kind of sense
The light outside the window is bright and sharp and clear
But it can't cut through the feeling of you no longer here
I'm walking through the motions a quiet lonely parade
Carrying the choices and the damage that was made
Every single step I take just sinks into the ground
Cause the ache inside my chest is the only thing around
And this pain has your name written all across its face
A permanent reminder in this cold and hollow place
The sorrow that is drowning me, the tears I finally shed
Are screaming every single thing that you eventually said
It's the brand you left upon my heart, the bitter cruel design
Yeah, this pain has your name, the signature of what was mine
My friends say move on forward, they say leave the past behind
But the past is all around me in every corner of my mind
I see your face in pictures, I hear your laugh in every sound
The heavy truth is screaming from the broken ground
I try to build a future, a world without the pain
But the weight just pulls me under in the never-ending rain
I'm learning how to function with this burden that I bear
But the pain is the only thing that proves you used to care
And this pain has your name written all across its face
A permanent reminder in this cold and hollow place
The sorrow that is drowning me, the tears I finally shed
Are screaming every single thing that you eventually said
It's the brand you left upon my heart, the bitter cruel design
Yeah, this pain has your name, the signature of what was mine
If hope was the last chance, it vanished with the door
There's nothing left to salvage, nothing to fight for
This isn't just a breakup, it's a total system crash
A burning bitter fire reduced to silent ash
I'm done with the pretending, the smiling through the pain
I'd rather face the honesty, the bitter driving rain
And this pain has your name written all across its face
A permanent reminder in this cold and hollow place
The sorrow that is drowning me, the tears I finally shed
Are screaming every single thing that you eventually said
It's the brand you left upon my heart, the bitter cruel design
Yeah, this pain has your name, the signature of what was mine
Pain has your name, a cruel and lonely game
Pain has your name, nothing left but the flame
This pain has your name