I Am Wide Awake Crying - ArlenaZara
I look at the clock and it's half past two
I'm lying here thinking of me and you
Your side of the mattress is perfectly cold
While I am just losing the man I should hold
You told me we needed some time on your own
But I know the reason you turned off your phone
He sleeps in her bed
He turns out the light
He gives her the kisses he promised tonight
I am wide awake crying and pacing the floor
Because the man that I love isn't mine anymore
He threw out our forever
And left me for dead
While he sleeps in her bed
I picture the way she is holding his chest
The place where my head was supposed to rest
He whispers the secrets he used to tell me
And builds up a future I never will see
The sheets are all tangled
The room is so warm
While I am out here in the freezing cold storm
How can he close his eyes
How can he dream
When he is tearing my beautiful life at the seam
I am throwing his clothes in a box by the door
Because I am not playing this game anymore
Cause he sleeps in her bed
He turns out the light
He gives her the kisses he promised tonight
I am wide awake crying and pacing the floor
Because the man that I love isn't mine anymore
He threw out our forever
And left me for dead
While he sleeps in her bed
He is with her right now
The lights are all down
I am leaving this town
I have to walk away
He sleeps in her bed