Been keeping track of all the days I've cried this year
So far it's pretty lame how many tears
I've caught on my tongue
Withdrawals every time I don't taste one
'Cause you know me
I've got the personality
Addicted to anything I see
It's why I don't drink
And I've never smoked weed
'Cause I'll have fun at your party
Even sober
Don't you worry about me till it's over
I'll be crying in the bathroom
With the girls who have their heads down the drain
Then I'll pull out my phone
And add another day
Been keeping track of all the days I've cried this year
I hope that by July I'll be steering clear
'Cause I don't wanna have to write down
That I cried on my birthday
'Cause you know me
I've got my father's tendencies
To only feel the big things in privacy
But sometimes my mom slips out
And I cry when I'm happy
And I'm so nervous
For my sister's graduation
'Cause I know I'll be so proud and elated
So I'll be crying in the bathroom
'Cause I love her
But I don't know how to say it to her face
Then I'll pull out my phone
And add another day
It's January 17th
It hasn't even been a whole three weeks
It's January 17th
My "Days I've Cried This Year" note just hit 20
January 17th
It's January 17th
It's January 17th
January 17th
And I'm so grateful
That I chose to keep track
'Cause now my future self
Has something to look back at
When she's crying in the bathroom
And by habit goes to add another day
But this time
She'll just see how far she came