I play it cool like it’s all a game
Stone face hiding all my shame
Heart in pieces but I don’t let it show
You’d never guess how deep it goes
I pretend I don’t care but it’s all I think about
Every word you said it’s just playing so loud
I’m a fortress of steel but I’m crumbling inside
Caught in a storm and there’s nowhere to hide
Late nights staring at my phone
Your name a ghost that won’t leave me alone
I act like I’m fine like it’s nothing at all
But I’m still breaking from the fall
Every smile’s a lie I’m dying to confess
But the truth feels heavier than this mess
I keep it locked up I’m scared to let it out
But it’s all I think about no doubt
I pretend I don’t care but it’s all I think about
Every word you said it’s just playing so loud
I’m a fortress of steel but I’m crumbling inside
Caught in a storm and there’s nowhere to hide
Maybe one day I’ll let it all show
But for now I’ll keep it buried below
You’ll never know how much I care
I’ll keep pretending you’re not there