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I used to measure every word I said
Like one wrong note could change the whole refrain
I kept a careful distance in my head
Calling it peace when it was mostly pain
I knew the shape of every exit sign
I knew the reasons I should let things go
But every time I drew that final line
Some part of me was asking not to know
Maybe I was never scared of losing
Maybe I was scared of being seen
Not as the person I was proving
But the one I’d always been
I’m learning the way I stay
When I don’t have to run away
I’m finding a different kind of brave
A heart that doesn’t have to break to change
I don’t need to win this fight
I don’t need to make it right
I can hold what I can’t explain
And still be whole in the middle of the pain
I blamed my silence on being strong
I wore my patience like a second skin
I thought if I could carry it alone
Nobody would know where I’d been
But every truth I tried to hide from
Was only waiting for a softer name
And every fear I thought would define me
Was just a door I never learned to face
Maybe I was never made for proving
Maybe I was made to let things breathe
There’s a difference between losing
And finally letting yourself be free
I’m learning the way I stay
When I don’t have to run away
I’m finding a different kind of brave
A heart that doesn’t have to break to change
I don’t need to win this fight
I don’t need to make it right
I can hold what I can’t explain
And still be whole in the middle of the pain
If I become someone I recognize
Will I still miss who I left behind
Maybe growing isn’t closing doors
Maybe it’s opening mine
I’m learning the way I stay
Not because I’m afraid to walk away
I’m finding a different kind of brave
The kind that lets me feel and still remain
I don’t need to lose my light
To survive another night
I can hold what I can’t explain
And still be whole in the middle of the pain
I’m learning the way I stay