词:天逸
曲:天逸
By day, I can pretend everything is normal
But once it's late at night
all the feigned strength washes away like the tide
revealing bare, bleeding wounds.
At three in the morning
I was staring at the ceiling again
It listened to my silent breakdown
while I waited for a phone screen that would never light up.
The night is meant for sleep
yet mine is spent chewing over words spoken and unspoken.
hat I fear most is not insomnia
but finally falling asleep only to dream of you
In that moment of waking up
I must relive the loss all over again.
I watched the moon wax and wane
counted the stars until I was tired and woke again
Only the pillow knows how many silent tears I shed