Three a m and lights still glow
City sleeps outside my window
But my thoughts keep running wild
Through every memory in my mind
Messages left unopened now
Late goodbyes still linger somehow
Even after “goodnight”fades
My heart still stays awake
Sometimes I just wanna run
From the person I’ve become
Feels like I’m trapped inside the rain
Walking circles in my brain
I’m floating through the crowd tonight
Trying to find where I belong inside
So many voices all around
But loneliness is all I found
Every feeling slowly builds
Heavy enough to make me still
Maybe growing up just means
Living with this weightless feeling
Daytime comes I play along
Smile like nothing’s really wrong
But when the midnight silence falls
The emptiness still fills these walls
I don’t talk the way I did
Now I keep my thoughts locked in
People said they’d never leave
But somehow they all disappeared
Maybe sadness doesn’t need
A perfect reason underneath
Sometimes out of nowhere comes
A heavy heart I can’t outrun
I’m floating through the crowd tonight
Trying to find where I belong inside
So many voices all around
But loneliness is all I found
Every feeling slowly builds
Heavy enough to make me still
Maybe growing up just means
Living with this weightless feeling
I tried pretending I was fine
Tried to leave the dark behind
But certain memories appear
Whenever nighttime pulls me near
Maybe when the morning comes
My heart won’t feel this numb
Maybe sunlight through my room
Can help me breathe again soon
I’m floating through the crowd tonight
Learning how to live with quiet nights
Maybe not every broken thing
Needs a reason or fixing
Time keeps moving endlessly
And I’m learning how to breathe
Maybe growing up just means
Falling down and finding peace…
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