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After I'm Gone - Mikhail Bennett
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
You don't call me anymore
你再也不给我打电话了
You just say you're busy
你只会说你很忙
I see you laughing with the world
我看你正忙着应酬世界，笑逐颜开
But you don't make time for me
却唯独不愿为我腾出半点时间
You walk past everything I give
我给的一切，你都视而不见
Like it was nothing at all
仿佛那根本微不足道
I gave you my whole life
我为你倾尽了一生
You can't give me one call
你却连一通电话都不肯打给我
I'm still your father
我终究还是你的父亲
Why do I feel erased?
为何我却感觉自己正被抹去？
Yeah, I had flaws
是的，我有过错
Yeah, I got loud
是的，我脾气暴躁
But I never once walked out
但我从未想过要抛弃这个家
After I'm gone you'll feel this pain
等我走后，你终会体会到这种痛
Every ignored text, every missed name
每一条被无视的信息，每一个未接来电的姓名
When the dirt hits and the crowd goes home
当黄土掩埋，当人群散去
You'll finally understand what it means to be alone
你终会明白，何为真正的孤独
You'll say you loved me, you'll cry on cue
你会说你爱我，你会按剧本准时落泪
But love shows up, why didn't you?
可爱是人在场，你当时又在哪里？
While I was here
当我曾在这里
I was breathing
我曾鲜活地活着
You just stopped believing
你却早已不再眷恋这份亲情
When I was sick you didn't know
我生病时，你一无所知
When I was weak you didn't show
我虚弱时，你从未现身
You never asked if I was okay
你从未问过我过得好不好
You never missed me enough to stay
你的思念，从未重到让你愿意留下
I waited for you, you never came
我一直在等你，你却始终没来
Now I'm just a fading name
如今我只是一个逐渐褪色的名字
I told myself you'd come around
我曾告诉自己，你会回心转意的
But home gets quiet without a sound
可家里只剩下死一般的寂静
After I'm gone you'll wish you tried
等我走后，你会后悔当初没能尽力
You'll replay nights you let me cry
你会反复回想起，那些任由我哭泣的夜晚
You'll stand there shaking hands in regret
你会站在那里，因悔恨而双手颤抖
Wishing you could undo what you chose to forget
渴望能弥补那些你刻意遗忘的过往
You'll say you loved me, maybe you did
你会说你爱我，或许你确实爱过
But love isn't words, it's what you give
但爱不是空谈，而是你的付出与陪伴
Jesus forgives, I hope he does
耶稣会宽恕，我希望他会
Because one day you'll answer for us
因为总有一天，你要为我们的事给出交代
And he'll ask you, simple and plain
他会直截了当地问你
Why you never came
你为什么没来
After I'm gone don't tell the crowd
等我走后，别去向世人宣扬
You were proud, don't post my picture, don't say my name
说你有多自豪，别发我的照片，也别提我的名字
If you couldn't show up while I felt the pain
若在我痛苦挣扎时你都不肯现身
I was here, I was alive
我曾在这里，我曾鲜活地活着
You just thought I had more time
你只是以为，我还有大把的时间
After I'm gone you'll finally see
等我走后，你终会看清
You didn't lose me, you abandoned me
你不是失去了我，而是抛弃了我
My hands bled just for you
我这双手曾为你磨到鲜血淋漓
I worked until they shook
我劳作到双手止不住地颤抖
I missed my own dreams so you could chase the ones you took
我舍弃了自己的梦想，好让你去追逐那些你从我这夺走的未来
I stood outside in the cold so you could sleep in warm light
我守在寒风中，只为让你在暖光中安眠
I swallowed every fear
我咽下了所有的恐惧
Just to keep you alright
只为了让你平安无事
And now I sit alone
而如今我却孤坐在此
In a house I built for us
在这栋我为你我亲手建造的房子里
You pass my name in silence like I'm someone you don't trust
你沉默地掠过我的名字，仿佛我是个不可信的陌生人
You left me here waiting
你留我在这里苦苦守候
You don't even try
你甚至连试都不愿试一下
Yeah, I made mistakes
是的，我犯过错
I wasn't easy to love
我确实不是个容易相处的人
But I never stopped showing up
但我从未停止过对你的守护
I never gave up
我从未放弃过
After I'm gone, when the dirt hits dirt
等我走后，当黄土掩埋黄土
When the sound of goodbye finally starts to hurt
当那声永别终于开始让你感到刺痛
You'll wish you came
你会后悔没能赶来
You'll wish you stayed
你会后悔没能留下
You'll replay every call
你会反复回想每一通
You never made
你从未拨出的电话
You'll say you loved me
你会说你爱我
You'll swear you cared
你会发誓你在乎
But love shows up
可爱是人在场
And you weren't there
而你当时并不在那里
I was here
我曾在这里
I was alive
我曾鲜活地活着
You just thought I had more time
你只是以为，我还有大把的时间
When I fell down you never found me
当我跌倒时，你从未发现
When I needed you, you weren't around me
当我需要你时，你不在我身边
I watched your life move on so fast
我看着你的生活飞速向前
While I was stuck inside the past
我却被困在旧时光里动弹不得
I kept the porch light on at night
每一晚，我都为你留着门灯
I told myself you'd make it right
我告诉自己，你会弥补这一切的
But hope gets tired
可希望也会疲惫
And so do I
我也是
You left me behind
你把我抛在脑后
And called it life
还美其名曰这就是生活
You didn't mean to hurt me
你并不是故意要伤害我
That's what you'd say
那是你会给出的借口
But not meaning to
但即便并非本意
Still hurts this way
这种痛也依然真切
After I'm gone, standing by my grave
等我走后，当你站在我的坟前
You'll cry for the time you never gave
你会为了那些你从未给予的陪伴而哭泣
You'll touch that stone
你会触摸那块冰冷的墓碑
You'll say my name
你会呼唤我的名字
But it won't answer, it won't be the same
可它不会回应，一切都已无法挽回
You'll beg for one more chance to call
你会乞求能再有一次通话的机会
But silence won't answer at all
但死寂不会给你任何回答
Jesus forgives, I try to too
耶稣会宽恕，我也在试着原谅
But even he knows love has to move
但连他也知道，爱是需要回应的流动
One day you'll stand before him alone
总有一天，你要独自站在他面前
And he'll ask you why you never came home
他会问你，为什么你从未回过家
After I'm gone, when the dirt falls down
等我走后，当黄土落下
When they lower me slow into the ground
当他们缓缓将我送入地底
That's when you'll feel what you denied
那时你终会感受到，那些被你否认的情感
I was still here when you let me slide
当你对我视而不见时，我其实还在这里
I was your father
我曾是你的父亲
I needed you
我曾需要你
Not your money, just something true
不是你的钱，只是一份真心
After I'm gone, regret will stay longer than I ever did
等我走后，悔恨会比我陪伴你的时间还要长久
Waiting for you that way
就那样一直等着你
Waiting for you that way
就那样一直等着你