Maybe you died cuz everybody ask me where you at
或许你已死去 因为每个人都在问我你去了哪里
I try to channel you in hopes that I could stare you back
我试着在希望中引导你 注目凝视你的回归
But its like every intersection we just missed each other
但是犹如每个十字路口 我们总是错过彼此
You got your fans waitin tell me you ain't 6 feet under
你的粉丝们满怀期待你的出现 告诉我你并没有消失于人世间
And tell me that you coming back that you just to a break
告诉我你正在回来的路上 但也只是短暂停留 小憩片刻
Maybe I blamed you for everything that was my mistake
我对你的一切责备 事后才知全是我的过错
In hindsight I loved your rawness and I loved your edge
我爱你的纯真质朴 爱你的锋芒毕露
Cuz it was you who talked me down from jumpin off the ledge
因为正是你让我摆脱过往 活出自我
Your earings bamboo your long nails too
你戴着大耳环 抹着指甲油
Your BMW everytime you came through
你开着宝马车 每次出现皆是如此
You was the braveheart
你越战越勇
You stole wayne heart
俘获了韦恩的心
You never switched it up
你开始自大
You played the same part
不再精益求精
But I needed to grow
我需要成长
And I needed to know
我需要知晓一切
That there were somethings inside of me that I need to show
内心的某些特质也需要展露无遗
So I just deaded you
所以我让你离去
Left you in all black
抛弃一切 置于黑暗
But damn old nicki
但是可恶的老尼基
Please call back
请与我联系
You told me you'd come when I needed you
你曾坦言 在我需要你的时候你仍会归来
And you said it so sweetly I really knew
我还对你的甜言蜜语信以为真
But I'm standing here calling I can't see you
但是我已看不到曾经的你
But I am holding you holding you holding you to that
我仍拥抱着你
Yo did I chase the glitz and glamour
我追求着浮华与魅力
Money fame and power
金钱 名誉 权力
Cuz if so that will forever go down my lamest hour
因为如此我才能举办我的巡演
I shoulda kept you with me gettin at them nameless cowards
我应该让你与我一起抵抗那一众无名鼠辈
There was no match for you couldn't defeat your prowess
现在的你无人能比 所向披靡
I had to make them changes I hope you understood
我不得不做出改变 也希望得到你的谅解
You see for every bad I did a ton of good
我付出所有努力 在你眼中也尽是阴霾
But you was underground and I was mainstream
你仍郁郁寡欢 而我已走向成功
I live the life now that we would daydream
我过上了 我们曾一起梦想的生活
My only wish is you come enjoy it with me
我唯一的梦想就是你能与我一同分享
Get on them conference calls go meet them lawyers with me
与我一同工作 参加电话会议 会见律师
The money came yea tripled and quadrupled it
如今金钱翻了三番
But I still miss us when we was on some stupid ****
但我仍然想念我们共同度过的日子
But its still **** the media
那些该死的媒体
They ridiculed you never believed in ya
嘲笑你的成就 质疑你的能力
They just deaded you
所以他们让你离去
But dear old nicki
但是可爱的老尼基
You told me you'd come when I needed you
你曾坦言 在我需要你的时候你仍会归来
But I am holding you holding you holding you to that
但是我曾拥有过你
And yes I'm holdin you holdin you holdin you
是的 我曾拥有过你
Oh yes I'm holdin you holdin you holdin you
我曾拥有过你
To that
拥有过你