3:17 and my mind won’t sleep
Static in my blood, running too damn deep
Got a Bible on the nightstand, dust on the spine
Got a thousand conversations I avoid in my mind
I rehearse my fears like a headline show
Every “what if” screaming “I told you so”
I talk to mirrors like they talk back
Say “you’re still breathing,” I forget that fact
I keep the lights on so I don’t disappear
If silence is holy, why am I scared?
I’m whispering hope in a room full of noise
Trying to hear Heaven through the static in my voice
Every doubt’s loud, every faith feels small
But I’m still calling out through the rise and fall
I’m sending smoke signals straight to the sky
White noise prayers just to stay alive
If You’re listening somewhere beyond my fears
I’m still here
I’m still here
Got my name in lights and my soul in debt
Smiling for pictures I don’t believe in yet
Counting my blessings like broken bones
Every win feels empty when I’m alone
I learned how to fake it, learned how to sell
Learned how to look fine while I’m going through hell
Got scars in my chest they don’t show on screen
Got ghosts in my head that know what I mean
I say “I’m good” like it’s a prayer
But I don’t believe it when I’m there
I’m whispering hope in a room full of noise
Trying to hear Heaven through the static in my voice
Every doubt’s loud, every faith feels small
But I’m still calling out through the rise and fall
I’m sending smoke signals straight to the sky
White noise prayers just to stay alive
If You’re listening somewhere beyond my fears
I’m still here
I’m still here
If You hear me in the feedback
In the cracks of my doubt
In the places I fell back
When I almost checked out
If You see me in pieces
Trying not to break
I don’t need perfection
I just need grace
I’m whispering hope in a room full of noise
Learning to trust You with a shaking voice
Every doubt’s loud, every faith feels small
But You never left me through it all
I’m sending smoke signals straight to the sky
Trading my panic for borrowed light
If You’re listening somewhere beyond my fears
I’m still here
I’m still here
Static fades…
Heartbeat stays…
I’m still here